Falling

Chapter 1

My entire life I longed for this day to come faster and faster but here I am going though a million scenarios in my mind of what my life in college is going to be like.

My parents were always the ones who didn't seem to trust me alot but its not that they didn't trust me they were just very protective over the things I did. So I never really got out much in high school. I'v never drank, done drugs or any of that other sketchy stuff normal people my age do.

Driving toward the campus the closer we came the faster my thoughts in mind seemed to be going.

My parents allowed me to have my two best friends Riley and Alexis drive me to my first day, Since my new campus was only an hour drive away from home.

Having them there with me didn't seem to help with my nerves. My anxiety just became worse as they were a constant reminder of my life that was about to change.

"I can't believe this is really happening" I say aloud as we are pulling up too my dorm building.

"I can't believe your really leaving us today...Olivia it's not going to be the same with out you." My best friend Riley says as she starts to cry.

Somehow through high school all of my best friends I made were a grade younger then me. Now here we are... me leaving for collage all alone but I'm thankful that I actually got accepted to a good university that is close to my friends and Hopefully it won't be as hard for my friends to forget me.

"I-Im s-ooo nervous, what if i cant make any friends and with my luck I bet you my roommate is a complete weirdo " I stutter a bit as me as Riley pulls the car up in front of my dorm building.

"You don't have to worry about anything babe, You're so beautiful...all you gotta do is be yourself and you'll have tons of friends in no time... I promise" said Alexis as she assured me with a smile.

That's one reason I love Alexis she always made me feel like i was actually pretty although within our group of friends she was the one that easily had the most lovable personality and was just drop dead gorgeous on top of that.

Me on the other hand...well it has never been easy for me to make friends, I'm so quiet when I'm around people i don't even know why. People always think I'm some kinda of bitch because i don't talk much but I just I never know what to say.

But weirdly enough my entire life the only people I'v ever made friends with are the ones that are super loud and obnoxious because they are the only ones that come up and talk to me. I mean my mom always told me opposites attract and I guess she was right.

"Umm You better make some friends cause don't think I'm gonna be best friends with a girl in collage who sits in her dorm room on tumblr on a Saturday night because you better believe your gonna be taking me to some of the collage parties they have here" Riley said as I see her smile thought the tears on her cheeks.

"haha okay... I'll see what i can do but I'm not promising anything"

"no no no no no no no! You are taking me and were going to find us some hot boyfriends while were there!" Riley screamed aloud as we started getting out of the car.

"Okay okay!" I yell back at her.

"but I don't know about the boyfriends part... what boy is collage boy is gonna want to hook up with a virgin, let alone a girl who has barely even kissed someone"

"Not true! You kissed Nick at my birthday party that one time." says Alexis as she starts taking my bags out if the car.

"pshhhhh! Ummm Nick is very much gay he dosnt count..I mean come on...I'v never have even had a boyfriend before."