Number 14

Dinner

Jasmine's pov
God spence can't come to dinner because his uncle and aunt are in town and he's having dinner with them so I have to deal with Henry hot Henry alone wait I shouldn't be thinking that but u can't help that I still have feelings for him I just have a lot more for spence I mean I love spence and so much more then Henry dad interrupts my thoughts by saying "Jaz they are here" I just nod and walk out of my room I see Henry's parents they say "nice to see you again" I say "yeah" but I don't say hi to Henry Ignore him  but my dad says "Jaz and Henry sit on the left side your parents well sit on the other side and I'll  sit at the head of the table" I just nod great we start eating and my dad is talking to Henry's parents when I feel a hand rubbing circles on my thigh I like it but I can't do that to spence so I whisper to Henry "stop that I'm not yours anymore" he whispers back "you know you like it" but he does move his the rest of the dinner nothing really happened but then my dad said "how about you guys go outside and let the adults talk" (my brother isn't here because he always visits my mothers grave and has dinner to think about stuff on Tuesdays a/n we will get on that mom stuff soon) I can't say no so I walk outside with Henry he looks at me and says "I know I cheated on you and your dating spencer but I love you and I know you still love me and you say you love spencer more but you still love me I want you to give me another chance" I sorta want to give him a chance but I love spencer but Henry is my first love I just say "I can't Henry I love you but I love him a lot more" he just nods but says "okay but if I kiss you and you feel nothing I'll leave it alone but if you feel something I'm not giving up" I nod and he leans in and kisses me and we start making out for awhile but then I snap out of it and push him away and say "okay I felt something but please give up" he just smirks and goes inside what did I do I just cheated on spencer
Later that night at 10:00pm
I am feeling so guilty so I text spencer asking him to come over he says "be there in 10" I just need to say it he shows up and says hi I just say "okay you know the dinner was tonight well Henry kissed me" spencer looks mad then says "did you kiss him back" I look nervously at him then nod but I say "but it didn't mean anything" but it did he just looks at me mad and with jealously then he yells "it didn't mean anything your telling me that a kiss you had with the guy you said you still loved meant nothing don't know why I don't believe that" I just say "ok it did but I told him it was a mistake" he still is mad then he yells with anger and sadness "Jasmine I can't do this with you when I only have half of your heart and not all of it so for now on don't talk to me when ever I'm here and at baseball ignore me because until you decide who you want until then this is goodbye" he kisses me on the cheek then leaves
What did I do I just start crying