Tyrell (pov) after basketball practice i was gettin all my stuff n i saw dis girl lookin at me i been saw her wen i was practicin tho she cute asl too i was walkin out da door wen she walked up to me n grabbed my hand n said can i hold this i said dnt yhu think its too late to ask she laughed she got a pretty ass smile wid dimples too she said "ive been seein yhu around lately"
I only saw yhu once which was today i said i neva saw her before ever "wats yho name " i asked ha
Taryahhh she said but yhu can call me rayahh or bae only yhu can call me dat
I laughed n said no need fa dat we aint together she said "we will be tho" i wonder y she think dat im not the datin type i see too many girls out here hurt n cryin n pregnant n ill be damned if i see any girl cryin ova me cuz ima feel bad im tryna graduate den ill think about girls all im tryna do is be good fa my sis n help her make money by gettin me a job n stuff dats all im worried about my sis work hard fa uss frfr "o so yhur sis raise yhu" she asked "yea she only 15 n she has a twin he 15 too n i have a lil sis she 13 but we doin good to be on our own tho" i said " i see dat yhu stay wid da rocks n da trues on wid yho lil sexy ass" she said dat made me smile she said she love my dimples i kinda like her but idk her so i asked for her number she gave it to me n kissed my cheek n said call her n i walked home wen i finally made it home i saw my sis tania i said hey big head she wassnt in a good mood i hate wen shes sad "wats wrong babygirl" i asked her "yho lil sis was havin sex earlier" she said i instantly got mad n punched da wall not knowin dat tears was fallin down my face by now i went to my lil sis room n talked to her i try to be da best big bro i can be
"Cupcake"i said dats wat i call her
"Yes brother"
"Y juss tell Me y wat made yhu wanna do dat at dis age tho"
I think she saw da tears fall down my face she wiped my tears n said "bro im soo sorry i dnt wanna be dumb i wish i was smart bro i wanna be juss like yhu n tania n tyrone bruda im soo sorry but y me y do i gotta be da dumb one i hate it soo much n it hurts me dat now all of yaull hate me too" she said i love my lil sis soo much n all i wanna do is take care of her i said "i dnt hate yhu cupcake i love yhu wid all my heart but dnt be like uss be like yhu ik yhu smart ik yhu can read n write its juss a challenge right now dont try to make yhur way to uss cuz wat we can do yhu cant do yet n if anything nun of uss are aimin for wat yhur aimin for so be yhur own person juss dnt ever do wat yhu did today again get sum rest ima come cheak on yhu lata ok i love yhu cupcake"i luv yhu too bro"
After i left her room i juss sat down on my room floor n crued thinkin to myself wat did i do wrong how did i let this happen i feel like a bad ass brother da worst brother ina world im juss gone go to sleep
I will update soon thanxs to all da ppl dat reads my book i love yaull thanxs for the reads n vote but ima update later tonight
