I'm sorry guys.. That I keep doing this. I mean, I'm so fucking selfish, and I'm sorry about that.. But idk.. I kinda like to share.. This.. But I know it's too selfish, I know everyone probably thinks I'm an idiot, who searches attention or something.. And I'm sorry again.. I know I should probably start writing a diary or something.. I just.. Wanna.. Idk.. I'm sorry guys. It's just.. I have no one else to go to.. And.. Yeah.. I'm sorry. I'm going to delete this story, uh or whatever it is. So.. I'm sorry guys. I really am.