Next To You (Ziall/Larry Mpreg) AU UNDER HEAVY EDITING

Chapter 11

Chapter 11

Zayn made his way through the bushes behind Harry's house already knowing where exactly Harry was. They had found that place in one of their many explorer adventures when they were eight years old, it was a clear grassy area surrounded by bushes and Anne's rose bushes wit h greenery bushes offering protection from the sun making it look like a cave. He heard Harry before he saw him and when he did the sight in front of him broke his heart. Harry was sprawled on the ground with his eyes closed and tears streaming down his temples, his arms wrapped around his lower stomach protectively.

"Hazza?" Zayn said sitting next to Harry wiping his tears away with his sleeves.

"W-what am I gonna do Z? I can't afford to have this baby. We can barely pay the bills." Harry sobbed turning around burying his face in Zayn's lap.

"Don't worry about that Haz, you have me, our family, our friends, you have Louis." Zayn said sounding unsure about Louis.

"Did you see how he looked at me after I told him? He thinks I'm a weirdo, a freak of nature. I told him to use a fucking condom but I didn't know I was like this and he said it felt better without one. It was my first time and look what he did to me, I don't wanna see him ever again Zayn, He ruined my life, my future." Harry said not making sense at some points.

"How did you find out you're pregnant then? How far along are you?" Zayn asked.

"I'm four weeks. I started feeling bad two weeks after you disappeared and at first I shrugged it off but the headaches and nausea wouldn't go away so I just went to the doctor where she told me I'm pregnant." Harry cried again.

"But how is that possible Haz, you're a dude with a dick." Zayn asked trying to understand.

"They consider it a fucking birth defect Zayn, they don't know why I have inside female parts or how I was able to conceive and still be carrying it when I'm a male. The thing is that I'm not the only one, there are others like me but some never find out because they don't take it up the ass like I did and without protection." Harry explained.

"But you're gonna be okay right? This isn't risky for you." Zayn asked completely worried.

"Believe it or not others who got pregnant were able to carry it to term without complications, they had height and normal looking babies." Harry said bitterly.

"Haz that's great! That means that in nine months you'll give birth to either a baby boy or baby girl." Zayn said enthusiastically but Harry only cried harder.

"I-I tried to get an abortion earlier before Louis picked us up to go to Niall's house and I was already there ready for them to take it out but then I thought how much my mums cried for Doniya and I just couldn't do it. Mum Trisha and even my mum lost a child and cried so much and there I was, about to kill my own baby." Harry sobbed.

"It's okay Harry, the important thing is that you didn't do it and that little baby is still safe inside of you." Zayn said trying to soothe him.

"I thought that if I told Louis I was about to kill our baby he would be mad at me but you saw how he reacted when I told him" Harry hicupped lifting his head up from Zayn's lap and sitting next to him.

"I think he's just scared Harry, I think that finding out you're gonna be a father the wah he found out must be scary. He loves you and I'm pretty sure he loves my nephew or niece more than anything." Zayn said.

"If he doesn't come see us in the next three hours then I'm assuming he wants nothing to do with us." Harry said crossing his arms across his chest.

"Oh Hazza, you'll see he'll be here in less than an hour an-"

"HARRY! YOUR BOYFRIEND'S HERE TO SEE YOU!" Gemma screamed from the door.