Killugon Book Of One-shot

The confession

Disclaimer: I do not own hunterxhunter ... Period!!

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' i don't know how to tell you'
what really my feelings are'

' I'm scared at first but now,

I decided to tell what my feelings when you wake up'

' but I'm not going to believe that you will give it back either'

It's exactly four o'clock in the afternoon, the birds happily chirping a beautiful sound outside that can make someone's heart calm but it seems not affect to a certain white haired teen male inside of one rented room in the white familiar building.

The white haired male named killua sat on a single chair sleeping. He open his eyes slowly " huh? I fall asleep? " he rub his eyes in the process. He sigh deeply upon seeing the same scenery before him. There in front of him is his best friend, no not only best friend the one and only man that he likes, the one he love the one that can make his heart skipped a beat. Gon is lying on the bed eyes close. They are still in the hospital since Gon didn't wake up till now. Gon is unconscious since he fight with pitou. Killua's heart shattered into pieces that time upon seeing gon's state, the big changed in his physical and the words he spoke that time adds the pain. Until now he didn't show any sign of movement even his sister alluka help to cure him he still didn't waking up that makes him more worried.

He so loss in thoughts that he didn't notice what happened on the man in front of him.

Gon's right middle finger made a slow move followed by his eyes slowly open. He blink twice adjusting his eyes from the light attacking his vision. " huh?" He mumbled getting the attention of the man who's busy thinking about him.

Killua turn his gaze forward. His eyes wide opened he stand in the process. He felt his heart skipped a beat in the moment. He can't explain what he feels. Now in front of him is a beautiful angel like. Gon is sitting at the bed looking in his hands, body then in his surroundings. His pretty eyes finally landed at the still stunned man.

" killua!" He cheerfully said.

" Gon? Your awake! " He finally said .

" huh? Killua why are you crying?" Gon asked concern.

Killua slowly bring his hand to touch his cheeks. Gon is right he's crying. He didn't notice it till now. He let it fall all out. He sob and cry he run towards gon and hug him very tight.

" I-I so wor-ried about yo-uu i-i didn't kno--w what to *sob*sob* do.." Killua said still hugging the man.

" killua, I'm sorry. " he hug the boy back tightly. He close his eyes and buried his face at killuas shoulder.

" huh? Why are you-" he didn't finish what he about to say when gon cut him off.

" I'm really really sorry " he said tears fall down on his cheeks. He separated the hug and look at killua. " I'm sorry I'm so selfish! I'm so loss about kite's death that I totally forget about you! My best friend, the one who always there for me." His tears falling like a river. " the who always ready to sacrifice himself just for the sake of an idiot like me. You always there --- and -- and I just - the painful words that I said to you last time but your still here !"
gon didn't know what to do. He's so confused right now. After all he did, what he said to killua that time he expect him to leave and never talk to him anymore.

WHY! WHY YOU ALWAYS THERE! ITS SO EASY TO FORGET ME! YOU - YOU CAN JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND FIND ANOTHER BEST FRI-" he cut off himself in shock he didn't expect what killua did . his best friend hugging him again tightly. He let himself fall at the warm he missed.

" I don't want anyone else , its always need to be you. I felt warm with your touch, I can't stop smiling when I'm with you. Yes, your so idiot and reckless sometimes but that's what make you special, gon. I promise to myself that I'll going to protect you. Your my light and I don't want that light to fade. I don't care at what you said that day when you fight pitou. You know why? Because I - I LOVE YOU. I always here for you. Even you hate me,even you said you don't need me anymore I just going to keep my ears close and continue to protect you cause I love you so much to the extend that I don't know how to breath without you." Killua said hugging gon more tight this time. He buried his head at gon's shoulder looking for comfort.

Gon didn't know what to do. He stuck at his place not moving scared that if he does he will ruin the moment. Killua loves him but his heart wanting to say I love you too but his mind keeping him for doing it.

" but I betrayed you! Killua , I betrayed you! I - I" gon yelled his mind keep thinking he don't deserve killua at all.

Killua just smack him at the head " you baka! "

" killua? "

" I didn't mind being betrayed if it's you. " killua said softly while looking at gons eyes lovingly. " even you don't love me bac-"

His eyes widen in shock. He felt like his heart skip a beat. He was cut off by gon's lip in his own. Yes, the one he love kissing him. Gon's lip is soft moving in his own, it was short but passionate. And with love. Before he can kiss back gon separated the kiss.

" that's my line, killua. " gon said lovingly.

They again stared at each others eyes. Killua wipe the trace of tears in gon's pinkish cheek.

" I love you killua " gon said finally

Killua still stunned at what he heard but composed himself immediately. " I didn't hear you gon, can you repeat what you said?" He lied

" I love you " gon repeat even he knew that killua heard it. Their slowly moved towards each other until their foreheads touch " again " killua request. Then their nose

" i love you "

"Again"

"I love you, I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you, I love you"
Gon said it again and again.

Then now their lips.

They shared their second kiss. They kissed each other passionately , their soft lips moving with each other with love. killua deepened the kiss , he lick gon's lower lip asking for entrance and soon gon open his mouth they battled for dominance that obviously killua win. The kiss last for six minutes that felt like decade for the two. They both panted because of lack of breath. Killua first to recovered next is gon.

" I LOVE YOU, GON "

" I LOVE YOU TOO, KILLUA "

then they now both lying on the bed. Killua pull the covers and they both fell asleep hugging each others warm.

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WHILE AT THE OTHER HAND:😉

The boys is too busy to notice that the door slightly open. outside the boys room. Leorio lying in floor suffering from the loss of blood, bisky still looking through the doors small opening eyes sparkling like a star with blood flowing from her nose. While alluka smiling widely with a cellphone camera at her hands. ' they sure are tough to hold their breathes that long. Onii-chan is the seme obviously.' Alluka said in his mind followed by a low chuckle.

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A/N: so here it is .. My first killugon one shot. What do you think? I know its sucks, English is not my thing sorry. I want to know your comment bad or good. ☺☺☺☺☺

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