Sweet 16 // 5SOS

Chapter 1

                         Sweet 16-Part 1

Note*****
I will be honest with you and tell you that I do have Depression and Anxiety, so I have included some things in this that may be triggering!!

It was the day before my birthday, and I was scrolling through my news feed on facebook, and like always, nothing interesting, so I turned off my data and put my phone on charge. As I was getting changed, I heard my mum yell out
"Rose, remember you have a doctors appointment in an hour, please get ready, we have to leave soon!"                
"yes mum" I replied as I walked over to my mirror to have a quick check of what i was wearing:
"Leggings, Nirvana shirt, red Flannel and black converses, finished with my favourite hair style a messy bun" I said to myself as I did some last minute touches with my makeup.
I walked over to my phone and checked the battery percentage "95%", so I unplugged it from the charger and grabbed my earphones and walked out to the living room, which was where my mum was patiently waiting for me. I locked the front door, and we hopped into the car, and like usual, I connected my playlist to the speaker and played my favourite band: 5 seconds of summer! I have loved them for what feels like forever, and thankfully I was lucky enough to go to their Rock Out With Yours Socks Out tour in Melbourne (which was my first time seeing them) and ever since then, I have wanted to meet them and explain to them how much they've helped me get through my depression and how much they mean to the 5sos fam! Anyway I felt a vibration coming from my phone so I checked it and it was from one of my internet friends Emma,
"heeyyy, guess what I got today?!"
I knew instantly it was about 5sos, cause that's all she seems to talk about these days. I replied back
"what??" and almost instantly she messaged back saying
"LUKE HEMMINGS EMAIL ADDRESS!!!"
I read the message and screamed really loud that my mum screamed also! I explained to her why i screamed, and then messaged Emma back "OMG, HOWW?".
Again she instantly replied, and this time she didn't take any notice of my previous message but gave me the email and ordered me to message it when I got home, I replied back saying I would definitely email it, but first I had to face my doctor. We arrived at the doctors and sat in the waiting room for what felt like hours.Then finally I heard my name and walked into the doctors room. I had to have a blood test, and get some medication. It is supposed to help me with my depression and anxiety! Which I don't get why I have to take them, I still get  depressed and I still want to end it all, and to be honest I think it's actually getting worse when I'm taking them but anyway, I took the medication and left the doctors. That night, I had dinner and then I went straight to my room, grabbed my laptop and opened it up with a green flashing icon saying
"1 new email" but I completely ignored it and opened up and new page and typed in the address and started writing
1 hour later......
"Done" I said to myself and  clicked Send!! 
I minimised the tab and closed my laptop and jumped into bed repeating to myself
" I have Luke's Email Address, and I just emailed him!" I made a soft squeal and rolled over and went to sleep!