If I thought the thought would I thought

Finally, I know

lost and surrounded by hatred is what i feel

at the top most sincerity i will heal

confusing personality i looked down

pictures of past resembling none

questioning what is there and what is here

stupid emotions, connecting melodies is what i hear

good thing you're there to comfort me

to wake me up from this darkness full of divine

you make my heart decide what I want

that whom I can only do and grant

decisions may seem hard to do with Smokey mind

but with faith everything is possible and nothing rattle emotion to hide

you taught me that it's hard to move on,

if I didn't carry my past on my own

you freed my heart from strong shackles

now i believe in myself that i can do miracles

to cry out loud when i'm depressed

to say what's on my mind even it's weird

to cherish every little things in my hands

and to love the unlovable for me to bend

chapters may end

stories may fade

you will forever remain in my heart in shade