"A Bleeding Heart"

WE MET

We met in a godly way, none of us thought something intense will develop, we fell in love not by choice nor by chance either, not even destiny could explain this!
It's an awesome coincidence you and me, " heavenly bonded, truly out of earth" I thought.

My first love, double my age, then I was in my sweet sixteen, imagine how on earth could a man of class as you, would go for a lowly girl as me, so young yet has nothing, no job, no school, nothing all I do is look after my dying old folks.

You told me you love me, you convinced me by all means to believe you, poor me I believed you, never had a man been so sweet tongued, if any had then trust me not towards me.

Despite my unshaped body and my scattered unfastidious hair, u told me I was the sexiest girl in the universe! So enchantress and heavenly made in a goddess image.

Flattered I was, no words had ever melted my heart as these, beautiful? Not even my Dada had once said " daughter you are pretty" . You told me the most beautiful words and phrases every woman wished to hear every instance of time.

You were such a darling, "sweetheart, I love you" was your simply "hello". I loved you yes but couldn't freely run into your arms and grab all your love,, Age gap was an impediment, " age is just a number, you know how old is Celine Dion's husband?" So old, way older than her. " " trust me, take my hand, I promise you wouldn't regret this, we will make it through to the future, just like them."

By then my tiny heart was uncontrollably bleeding love for you, that was just fuel to ignite more bleeding, every word u uttered melts my heart. Finally my poor heart was liquefied and all that was left is unconditional love flowing in my veins, love for a hot sexy man double my age yes, shame.

You drove past my house at dawn one of the most heaven on earth days, never had I set in such a fancy car, pleasant scent and Celine Dion "The Power of love" in the background, oh my breath, I needed to get hold of otherwise gone I could had been.

Good gracious Lord, your hand going down my belly button, for the first time I felt butterflies in my stomach. I closed my eyes, "oh" I said soo incoherently.
You leaned back on your sit " little one kiss me." You whispered.

Never had I given a kiss in my life, not even a parental one, ( sad? Yes, I know and had felt the pain)
How to do so, I have no idea! I kept seated, just like a statue, no words coming out of my mouth, in spite of how talkative I am, was so beyond frozen, couldn't even blink.

Oh, hell! Let me not say heaven, this whole act was not heaven bounded, heaven does not allude to adultery, I knew it's a big sin but I am nothing more than a human full of flaws. You got way too next to me, breathing in and out soo heavily but surely and slowly, I didn't see this coming, awesomeness!

Paradisiacal, was when you embraced me, gently pulled me closer, wrapping your arms round me, this was a huge turn on!
Spicing it up a bit, you moved your head down kissing and lightly nibbling my neck........

Finally our lips collided

It was not just a clunky lip- collision, it was some magical sparkle! It was a fiercely passionate kiss, with greater expressions of passion and desires.
You set the mood for me perfectly well -trust me:-) though not by throwing rose petals all over nor by lighting a hundred candles.
Your lips simply pressed against mine, your eyes closed slowly, seemed like they were controlled by a dimmer switch. oh oh, was that a flight of fancy ? Too good to be true! You heightened the intimacy!

Slowly you dragged your lips away, kept them close enough to my bulky lips, touching?? Oh no not touching! Such lingering just built more passion and captured my full attention and nothing was more fascinating than the sensation of kissing.

Tick-Tock !! It's past 30 minutes then , but felt like we began that just then, I got worried way too much by time, for two full hours had been sitting in your car, how about home? Had my absence been noticed? Had any one discovered I had sneaked out? I wonder. But you gave no damn about anything , aggressively you pulled me closer, lightly inserted your tongue in my mouth letting it dance with mine. Oh my,,, was that French kissing? Am I in a movie or something??
I was running out of breath for sure.

Down my belly I felt your hand,you going way too down, no ways ! I was out of my breath, but not my senses, hold your horses I murmured. You were such a gentleman, I didn't even had to say much further, for you to understand and you didn't insist for more. " it's alright little one,it's alright we still have a lifetime don't we? So no need to rush things." You said.

"Let me drop you off home, it's getting late, everyone will start worrying about you." I know right but I never wanted to go home, wished your car could shelter me from then on wards, but that can't be. " sure thing" I agreed.

For the first time I was kissed good night, walked quietly in my room, everyone was already fast asleep, it seemed lady fortune was with me all along, I didn't get into trouble.

I cuddle myself, and smiled to sleep!!

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