How Do You Love Someome (deleted)

Chester three

Beth pov

After school I walk to the park and set under a tree as l played All time low, A love like war. I looked at all the kid playing and having fun with there mum and dad, when someone site next to me I look over and see Alex "hey" I just looked at him. "Um sorry if I said something in school to make you mad" he said looking really sorry "its okay" I said looking away "may I ask what I said that was so wrong." I didn't what to say but "its just what people say about me, is not good" he didn't say anything now I konw how it feels.

I look up to see him looking at me and I blushed what I don't blush I have to get out of here. "I have to go" I said getting up "what, do you have some more time." I look at my phone "shit" I said "what" he said getting up to. "I really have to go my mom is going to kill me" I said running home I'm so dead.

When I get home my mom was at the door not happy. She pulled me in and hit me in the face "what time is it" she scream over and over as she kick's me, after a long time of her saying "be her on time you little bitch" out the door she went.

I get up and went to the stairs when I get to the top Christy was there blocking the way to my room."I hate you" she said and pushed me I fell down the stairs great. When I stop I once again pull myself off the floor and to my room. I sit on the bed in pain. why me? Why won't it stop? Just why? I go to my bathroom and get my knife and make long and deep cuts.

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I clean the knife of and start the shower when it is hot enough I get in. I watch as the water turn red after hitting my wrist.

When I'm done I get underwear a bra and a long-sleeve shirt. And go the bed what a long day and now I have a cut on my lip great.

The next day

I got up and did my morning routine. I went downstairs and to the kitchen where I fine my mom with a beer bottle in her hand. "Oh no" I said to myself, I was on my way to the refrigerator to get me a bottle of water she put her foot out making me fall and scraped my knee. It started bleeding, I got up and went to the door but the bitch stopped me "and where do you think your going." She said getting up "to school" i said going back to the kitchen." Clean that first-"she said pointing at my knee."I don't want people coming asking about how I take care of my kids."

"no." I said and regret it as soon as it left my mouth."what did you say to me" will I already said it might as well keep going." I said no what's the point nobody cares about me." And its true on one cares. All-in-one move she grabs my head and bend it against the counter over and over and over again until I felt blood. she threw me to the floor and walked away, I got up and felt my head. It was to much blood I assembly out of the house, maybe the schools nurse can help me. On my way to school I pull my hood up. If No one look at me and if I move fast I could make if. Plus i don't have angthing that can help and i don't what to pass out at school anyone can do anything to me and i won't been able to stop it. Not that I think I can but you get the point.

When I got there Alex and his friends where at the door. Oh on, he see me limping towards the doors of the school." Are you okay Beth" he said in a worried tone."I'm fine" I said hoping he can't see anything. I tried to push he away but he won't budge "your not okay your bleeding, bad what happened." He said looking me up and down "I said I was fine I can just go to the school nurse." He looked at me like I was killing someone right in front  of him."the nurse can't do anything you need to get to the hospital" he said " I'm. Fine. Now move "i said and push passed him I went to the nurse and she said ' I'm sorry but I can't help you, you have to go to the Hospital. ' she gave me some paper saying I can leave  and that she'll call my mom. I told her it's fine and that I'll call her and left be For she could ask what happened.

so now I'm on my way to the bathroom to see what is so bad. Then Alex grab my hand and pulled me to the boys bathroom. As he tried to stop the bleeding I looked in the mirror. Now I see why they are acting like this the nurse, Alex I look bad half of my face is covered in blood. " I can't stop it you have to go to the Hospital" he said looking at me "no I'm find." I said I try to walk away but I almost fell grabbing onto the seat to stop me from falling. Alex pick me up and carried me out of the bathroom."stop, put me down" I screamed at him "if you can get out of my arms, I let you go." He said knowing I can't " fuck you" he carried me to his car and I pass out on the way to the Hospital.

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