Emo love story

Spencer

January 1st

I am done with life. I wanna be loved by someone but there is no girl who would look at me that way. I'm alone and lonely, and I just want someone to hold in my arms and to protect from danger. If I had this girl, I don't know what I'd do, but she would be the most appriceated girl out there. She could save me from my pain, my heartbreak, my troubles. All for the price of my heart.

January 2nd

It was my first day at school today. I got bullied. They called me guyliner and emo freak. Words hurt me. They don't care what they're doing inside to a person, they just care about the pretty boys who don't have to try to be athletic. They walk around in their nice shoes and clothes while all I have are raggedy converse. I'm crying.

January 3rd.

I am scared I'll never make friends at this hell hold. Music right now is my only escape. This diary sucks, but I'll keep writing. Keeping it short for today, maybe I'll start signing my name.

-Spencer

January 4th

Its getting worse. They tried to hit me today. I ran. This is getting out of hand. I told my parents but they said to suck it up and tell a teacher. They're drunk right now, it's raining. I think I'll go for a walk.

-Spencer

January 5th

They beat me up. I got up close and personal with a toilet bowl. Dad says "you're 16, just fight back" if he only knew. I want to end it all and this is only my 4th day at school.

-Spencer

January 6th

She saved me. A dark angel. Her mascara ran down her cheeks as she slapped my bullies and came to my side. Under her band bracelets, I saw tiny white scars. She's fought battles like I have.

-Spencer

January 7th

I have a new friend. Her name is Kat. We talked a lot that day. She wiped the blood off of my nose. She likes MCR and PTAs. She's very pretty too. She says she's homeless. I told her I didn't want her to be.

-Spencer

January 8th

I have a new roommate. She moved in with me. She had no records, so she lives at my house. My parents don't care. She sleeps on my bed and I sleep on the couch. For once, I saw her smile today.

-Spencer

January 9th

They hurt my angel. I saw a girl in pink slap her and push her down. She tried to fight back but they ganged up on her. I picked her up and carried her tiny fragile body out. She was broken and I was going to fix her.

-Spencer

January 10th

For the first time today, she actually opened up to me. In her heart I saw pain. I smiled at her. It felt weird to smile, I hadn't done it in a long time.

-Spencer