As constant emotions run through me I always wonder when the next explosion will be and the price I will pay
since I chose to accept love this way.
I cry I scream I pray
Wondering if we'll last anther day
Why did it come to this why must this be.
That I have to choose between loving myself and you loving me
I cry inside while smiling on the outside
Wondering when will I come to terms with what this really is
But I cannot turn away when you ask me for a kiss
Why can't I say enough is enough
What happened to me being so tough
I often wonder what happened to you
What makes you do the things that you do
To me
A person you vowed to love unconditionally
