Creepypasta Lemons

BEN Drowned (Vent)

Hello loves! I am back and at it again. It's been a while, and I've just recently had to deal with something so sudden, that it's caused me to have an emotional break down. But, no worries, stuff like this can help my writing and ideas.

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It was a normal day. A perfectly normal day. You hadn't gotten used to your surroundings just yet, but had tried to. It takes quite a long time to get used to something completely new.

Not like any of the cliché shit that usually happens, you were a happy, normal kid, with two loving parents. But however, you had no siblings, leaving you the only child. Your life was normal. School, studies, work, etc. But luckily, it had been the first week of Summer, meaning that you had no school. Being the only child, you'd gotten a lot of stuff. Especially gaming consoles, and of course, games. You weren't a typical 'Gamer Girl'. You despised them. Those are usually the girls who pose as gamers, call for help and attention whilst playing the game, and usually announced that they were a girl right as they logged on to a live gaming session. Unlike them, you actually played  the game instead of boasting about how you're a female that plays games. You just thought that those girls are sad, attention whores.

Other than that, you enjoyed gaming. It wasn't your everyday life, but a stress reliever once and a while.

Just because you have a good life doesn't mean you can't get depressed. You had a decent amount of friends, but didn't want to bother them since they also had a social life too. Plus, you never really wanted to go out much. It's pretty common in lazy people (SUCH AS MYSELF). Your parents still worked, so it was easy to feel lonely.  Loneliness can make a person feel depressed, and can release other emotions, so it creates a domino effect. Thoughts of hopelessness can also appear, after the domino effect. Maybe it's because of a disorder called Repressive Depression disorder. That particular disorder can cause a person to be hurt/depressed very easily, and can go a long way and cause problems. Because of this, you pretty much just slept all day (which is a side effect of depression.), read, write, and played videogames. All those things, the things that calm you down and relieve you, are coping skills. And of course, since reading is one of them, you'd gotten into a little...Well, 'big' fandom called Creepypasta. No, you weren't obsessed with the killer characters, and no, you did not make Mary Sue Ocs. Just like the fake 'Gamer Girls', you absolutely despised them. 

There was that one day. It wasn't a normal day. Your parents were on a business trip, and of course, you were alone, once again. It seems normal, yes? Oh right. It wasn't. BEN never showed himself to you right away. He gave you small hints, but you never seemed to get them. Now, killers can't love, right? They're insanity and hostile nature takes over they're emotions, which causes that one feeling, LOVE . It's sad, really. But the 'monster' had that small drop of hope left. Of course it wasn't all there, but there was a tiny drop of it. He's a killer though! Killers can't love.

Can they?