If only you knew

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I don't want to fall away in to a sleep because when I sleep I don't seem to dream

I dream of this dark place of nothing

Seeing nothing, feeling nothing, I am nothing

Do you know that feeling of when no one seems to see you or think of you even try to be with you... That is the life I have chosen... the life of being invisible.

I feel this burning sensation that is left un- satisfied ..I don't know what it is.. so I shut my eyes knowing today  could be the last day that im alive... even though you don't see me I'll always be by your side

Now I don't even shut my eyes .

Because I will take any pain for you  the burning of my heart.. this passion.. Its always been there but I didn't under stand what it was now I see .. You were always next to me

Even when you knew that I was afraid to fall away... You were there for me but now I'm there for you because I'm the shoulder you can cry on

And I'll be there even on dose that you die on

Even though knowing that if you die right there I will die with you

Only in the afterlife will you see who I truly am because ------... oops I almost said who you are I don't know if you would like that

Well anyway back to the song

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Because I am your guardian sent to souly do one thing

That is to

PROTECT YOU

from the evil of this unforgiving world

  

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