'Well,she drank way too many of these pills! Let's just hope you brought her in time to make it.' A man's voice says.
Where the fuck am i?
'Thanks doc, we really appreciate it!'Wait, that's Jackson's voice.
'Aggh, Kathren Lauren Simons why are you doing this to yourself!?' Jackson breaks into little sobs as he lies his forehead down on the side of my bed. My eyes struggle to open but i can see a glimpse of light! Guess my plan didn't work! I move my head to the direction where Jackson is sitting and again i try to open my eyes.
'Kathren?' Jackson's head pops up and his eyes are red and fluffy. Filled with tears, his cheeks are really red so is his nose! He looks really tired- is he that affected by my death? Well, not death but my attempt of death? Wow, i didn't realise that i mean something to Jackson. I thought i was just a nuisance to him! I thought that he was just doing the right thing by letting me stay with him, you know, because....
'Nurse! Doctor! Someone! She's awake!'
And thats when my machine started beeping real quick and loud!
'Somebody help!! There's something wrong!! Please, i can't loose her too, please!' His words slowly fading away from my ears until i can't feel, hear and see anything.
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'1 2 3 Clear!'
'Still nothing doc.'
'Try again! We can't loose her now! Come on, 1 2 3 Clear!'
'We getting something!'
'Okay again, 1 2 3 clear!'
'Juliana, i love you! Never forget that!'
'I won't sissy, pinky promise!'
She holds out her pinky, waiting for me to hook my pinky in with hers.
'Pinky promise' i whisper in her ears and i could be feel her beautiful bright smile form! Aggh i love this girl so much!
'Come on, now you two! We're going to be late!' My mother rushes us, but still maintains that beautiful smile that makes her whole face glow.
'She's back doc! She's back!'
'Take her to ICU, room 28 please. She needs a lot of attention right now.'
'On it doc'
I feel the cold wind touch my face and the disgusting smell of medication smacks my nostrils! All i see is darkness, but i hear everything that makes sounds! I feel paralysed from my neck downwards! A piercing, burning pain is coming from my chest like someone placed a burning iron on my chest! Finally whatever is my means of transport stops in a very cold room! I feel things being placed on my chest and sudden beepings of machines, and then it hits me! I'm in hospital; in my death bed, possibly.
'What caused all those sounds doc?' Jackson asks, sounding very emotionally drained and tired. A good doctor would probably send him to rest.
'Well, your little sister seems to have be going through a lot of depression. She thinks way too much about depressing moments she's had in her life. She's going through that depression where she blames herself for the happenings. She might need... no, no, she needs a therapist ASAP!'
I said no therapist! Why can't people understand! Oh wait, they can't hear me maybe that's why they don't understand!
'I'll look out for some. Thanks man... i mean doc! Will she make it though?'
'Well, it was nothing major, she just had a minor set back that made her heart beat really fast. Which made her sound like she was going to suffocate.'
'But she's fine now, right?'
'Yes, she should be. But please sir, please go home and get some rest. You need it.'
There we go! That's a good doctor!
'Please keep me posted, if anything happens please!'
'Will do so sir.'
Well, wasn't Jackson in Hong-Kong! So he flew here, flew here just for me? Should i feel flattered? I mean it is his job to take care of me right? But on the other hand, he did get emotional knowing that he almost lost me. That should be flattering right? I forgot these things, remember i've never smiled in 3 years. And flattery makes people smile and i really don't feel like smiling. Well maybe that's because i'm lying on my death bed.
