Battling With a Yandere (Discontinued For Now)

Broken

"Mikari-chan please! Why are you doing this to us?! I thought you were my friend! Stop Mikari-chan, there's too much blood! I'm going to die!"

I woke up in a panic, that dream... I've been having this nightmare for days on end. Ever since that incident with those men, I've been feeling awful. This feeling is far too similar... it's like a lust. A lust for death, to murder. I've been trying so hard to fight it, to surpass it. I wanted to change... to prove how much of a better person I've become. I want to prove myself to Nadeshiko, Ayaa-chan... and especially to Akari-kun. I don't know who's in that nightmare, but my heart tightened the more I thought of it. I only have one friend in this new town...

Kikyo-chan. I think the person who I kill in my nightmare is Kikyo-chan. Why?! Why would I kill her?

I tried to avoid Kikyo-chan as much as possible throughout the week. Whenever she would come near me to run to hug me, I'd move her away or walk quickly so she wouldn't catch up to me. I don't want to be anywhere near her... I don't want to hurt her. I don't want to kill her. I felt a tight grip on my shoulder;

"Mikari-chan... why are you avoiding me so much? Did I do something wrong? Please tell me what I did wrong so I can apologize... please, Mikari-chan. I'm very sorry for whatever I did." Kikyo-chan... you don't understand. I don't want you to understand. I don't want you to have your life at risk because of me... if I can't save myself, then I want to at least save you.

"I'm okay... I'm sorry, Kikyo-chan. Things haven't been well for me lately. I think I'll just head home early... school is just very stressful right now." Kikyo-chan held my hand tightly and started walking.

"Then I'll walk with you then!~ I don't want you walking by yourself... I heard on the news three men were murdered near your neighbourhood. I don't want you getting hurt in anyway!" She's... worried about me? Even though I tried so hard to avoid her, even though I hurt her... she's still worrying for me. Ayaa-chan was the last person to worry about me like this. Akari-kun was similar, but that was all for show. But, before you knew it... tears were rolling down both my cheeks. I love her.

We went through the alleyway her hand holding mine even tighter. She's actually really worried for me. That moment was soon going to be ruined, that pain in my head started to come back.

"Mikari-chan?! What's wrong?!" Kikyo-chan let go of my hand so she could turn to face me. "It's all okay Mikari-chan! I'm here to protect you!" No! No you're not! You can't protect me... Not when it's from myself. I wanted to be the one who protects you.

I fell to the ground and Kikyo-chan quickly followed me by kneeling down. She kept holding onto me tightly, no matter how much I was budging. I needed her to let go of me! The feeling so coming back! I don't want to hurt her, I don't want to kill her!

I went straight for her throat