E is not for the End. Nor for the Epilogue. That is upsetting, no one likes upsetting. E is for the Enjoyment of the journey.
I had killed myself a week after Simon had died. I don't regret that choice. My journey was beautiful and everything about it was perfect. I Enjoyed every single minute of it thanks to Simon.
I don't like saying that this is the End. Because it's truly not. This is the new beginning of a new kindling romance.
My journey was beautiful and I'm not ashamed of anything that had happened.
I had fallen in love with my best friend. The boy who was right up the stairs. The boy who I thought was just a friend, but is more than a friend. He made me feel special. He made me enjoy my life.
Then he got sick. Badly sick. The doctors knew he wasn't going to make it but told me that he would. I don't want to go into the details, it is too heartbreaking. All I am going to say is that Simon Minter is a beautiful human who did not deserve what he got. But he still did.
I'm not ashamed that I had killed myself. I had nothing to live for without Simon. I didn't want to live. I know that my friends are breaking. But I am where I am suppose to be. With the love of my love.
I loved the journey and I Enjoyed it to the fullest.
This is not the End of Everything and not the End of my story. This is the End of the book.
I love Simon Minter and he loves me and that is all that truly counts.
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A/N: so yeah this is the end of the book. I know it is kind of a sad one. Well not really kind of, it actually is a sad one. So yeah, I don't know when the next book is going to be out. I do have the first chapter, I just need it to be good. Anyway, that's for reading, voting and commenting on this book, it truly means a lot. You guys are awesome. Bye!
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Love to End -short minizerk AU-
FanfictionJosh expresses his feelings to Simon. Simon is not here. There love was young but came to an End.