Part 1: Ji Yong version
Today, he is going to see her finally
He never thought they will become separated in that way.
outside rumors, there was never anything real between them.
or at least so he thought.
God ... today ... he would see her sweet smile ... his charismatic aura.
things between Kiko and him were back wrong
or worse...
for that the drink and snuff had a increase in his system.
he was empty.
He never understood how being with her was so damn easy.
the words weren't necessary
and even when he was in a relationship.
nothing changed among the leaders.
the first kiss came much later to what everyone imagine.
and he could remember it as if it were yesterday.
It was just as natural as everything between them.
when their lips met for the first time
It was like the expected
as if it were the most correct he had done in his life.
but he returned to Kiko
because it was also what he thought was right
and she did not flinch
and he was hurt,
more than he ever thought.
because he remembers every damn night in her arms
because yes,
after that kiss, she did not get a farewell
but a detachment of clothes and a night, which really meant to for him
much more than he ever expressed.
and while she slept in his arms
he thought of the good and bad things, that will brings this relationship.
she had not finished her contract restriction dating
and he had to Kiko.
when he opened his eyes in the morning
from all he expected,
regret, terror or fear to lose what they already had,
that was not in his plans
she was not there.
she had gone off before dawn assuming what time it was.
she had gone.
perhaps she wanted to do a blur last night?
and as he tried to hide the scratches his back, he thought what he tell her
since it was obvious that this did not end there.
when he found her in the classroom dance flirting with Dony
her dancer
He felt something he had never felt,
Jealousy.
even when Kiko was at a party in Japan while he was in Korea.
even in his first affair on the back of YG.
and today he would see her.
Their last conversation is still in his mind as if it were yesterday,
how they did love each other again.
however many times she said it was just sex.
for the contrary to what people might think, it was she who said they could not be more between them than they already had.
friendship.
ha!
as if the whispers between sheets had not meant anything.
he did not love her, no, at least not yet
but he wanted her and protect her in a way that neither he was managed to understand.
the way he moved around the room, like a frightened puppy
as he spoke by phone with Kiko
while she tearfully begged for another chance.
and as his Hunchae told they could not do that to Kiko,
this had to end.
it was not fair.
they loved each other that night thinking it would be their last night together.
friends for the day,
lovers at night.
they ended.
and everyone, absolutely everyone noticed
something happened between the two leaders, and saw from afar
but the real change came
when both Kikolike himself realized that while Chaerin was in the middle, nothing official among them.
nothing.
He avoided her,
whereas every day he died inside.
they ended their collaboration The Baddest Female / Male ...
no more pictures together ..
and when she came he always found excuses to escape.
yes, escape
because he was a coward.
the things between Jiko improved.
he searched every free day to go to Japan
Kiko was coming back to Korea whenever she could.
Until last week.
everyone could see the change on him
Now he not only avoided Chaerin but also to the whole group.
every rumor of dating her,
supposed again a sharp pain in his heart
now he kept stalking her in the only way he could.
each update instagram,
each Tweet,
every breath in the distance.
and today he could see her
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RomanceDescription Both of them are completely broken. A decision changed everything and now he can only hold on to it. The JIKO moments come and go and he has pushed away the only thing that was always there for him. chaerin Because taking away the sexual...