Chapter 8: truth comes out
I freeze unable to speak. He couldn't have asked anything else but that?! Harry waited for me to respond as I tried to come up with anything to say. "I... I..... um, well..... uh...." Harry grabbed my hands and said "Don't be nervous babe, I know how to treat a lady." He winked at me and my heart stopped. Only if he knew my past, if he only knew!! I smile and nod snuggling up into his shirt so he couldn't see my facial expressions. "Harry.... you're perfect." I mumble as he chuckles and says "No babe, you are."
We sat there for a moment before the driver said "Hey, what do you guys want to order?" Harry looks at me and says "Well babe?" I think and then say "Just a milkshake, I am not too hungry." He smiles and nods saying "Just a chocolate milkshake." We wait a few minutes before receiving the milkshake along with a straw. I sip the shake and allow the cold sweetness to go down my throat. "Can I have a sip?" Harry asked smiling sweetly at me. I reluctantly hand over the shake after a few more sips and he takes it and slurps down atleast half of it. "Harry!" I groan attempting to get more out of the cup after taking it back from him. "You said i could have some." He pointed out and i rolled my eyes and mumbled "Not the whole thing you bum."
The car stopped and I started questioning Harry "Why did we stop? Where are we? Harry what is going on?" He smiled at me and said "Babe calm down, I wanted the driver to take us to the hotel my parents own after the food. Don't worry it is high class and we can get a room just like that." He snaps his fingers and then opens his door stepping out of the limo. I hesitate. Oh my god can he not? Just seriously, I don't think this is the best idea.... "Thena, are you coming?" I scoot out and look at his face which is smiling at me. "Harry we aren't doing anything tonight right?" He gives me a mysterious look and then says "Maybe......" Before I could argue with him he pulled me into the building and up to the front desk. "Styles, can I get a room?" The women behind the desk said nothing but nodded and handed him a key. "Dang boy how many times have you been here?" Harry got quieter as he said "Just a few times..."
We walk to a door and he slides the key card through. "This is the best room we have by the way." He opens the door and my eyes light up. The room was georgeous and plush. I walk through the room and gasp at everything I see. "Harry, this room is amazing!" He shrugs and says "I guess so...." I bound over to him and throw my arms around him. "I love it!" He looks into my eyes and asks "Do you love it enough to....." I think about what he is leading up to and my eyes widen "Harry!.... Listen, its not that I don't want to. Trust me, I DEFINETELY want to. But the fact is I can't, I do love you more than you'll ever know but past things make me believe, or actually make me know it isn't a wise decision." Harry's jaw tightens "You mean.... you already had sex?" I start to stutter "Uh...um... well ...... technically...... a bit...... yes."
He lets out a string of swear words "It was Marcel wasn't it?!" He asked angrily as I said "No, absolutely not! It was before I had really anything with you guys so calm down! It meant nothing and I don't care about it anymore I was stupid for tell you! I am sorry I even said anything!" His eyes soften a bit but his words sound a bit forced "Babe I didn't mean to upset you.... Please forgive me for being such an arse." I smile a bit and say "I guess I could give you a chance..... But it doesn't bother you anymore?" He shakes his head "I know even if it was good with him I'll be better so its no big deal babe. So are you ready to move our relationship to the next level?" I suck in my breath deeply and attempt to look into his beautiful emerald green eyes. "Yeah, I am."
**Author note!
Okay guys don't judge me for this! I was not really in the zone today but I knew I had to update so this is the best I got so far. I am sorry it is not all sparkles and amazingness and all that but the next one will be I promise. It will have atleast 3 pages of pure awesome one direction-ness. Thanks for reading though! byee <3
