what am I doing with life

Introducing Me

Okayy uhmmm. Hi. Awkward potato here. What The Hell. Hahaha okay the name's Qistina and this is my book. Yay. I really don't know how to start.
As some of you know, I actually published a book previously called 'so what'. Then I unpublished it and I just published it again like 2 minutes ago. It was written like late September last year and I stopped writing mid-Feb this year. It was just my complains and rants about what's happening in my family and things like that. Due to some peoples identity that you shouldn't know, I have change their character names in the different chapters. Though you can still identify them, hahah. Am I confusing? Just read it if you haven't to understand. I'm bad at explaining things.😅 anyway, when I read it all over again, I had cringe attacks. So uhmm, read it at your own risk.

So basically this book is about me. Maybe I'll update the other book. Oh yes, there's another book. Hahah but it's a fanfic though. It's a Calum one. I'm a 5sos Fam. So uhmmm HUGE HELLO TO ALL THE FAM out there!😘 it's on slow updates and the last time I updated that was like 2 months ago...?

Facts about me:
1. I like to talk to myself.
Especially when I'm alone. I can talk about anything. Even if it's like about washing the dishes. I got scolded by my parents a lot because of that. I mean about talking to myself. My dad even said that if he ever hear me talk to myself again, he'll send me to the mental hospital to check me up if I'm crazy...? Like bro, what the hell? I could say that I kinda reduce talking to myself after that. But nowadays I'm starting to talk to myself again. The reason is because if I talk to somebody and that person doesn't reply or like they shrug me off, I feel like what I'm talking is rubbish. Ok maybe it is. But I gotta say what's on my mind.. *cues Gotta Go My Own Way* I obviously talk to myself because I need an expert's advice. durhh..💁🏽 hahahah!😂

2. I can sing.
HORRIBLY. Legit. I LIKE to sing. I can sing any song that comes up on my mind. I can rap too. A little bit. Some songs like Nicky Minaj. She my bae. And in the middle of singing, I forget the lyrics and start blabbering stuff. I sing anywhere except for when I'm in front of my family and also in public. I'm not that crazy. They be like," can you shut up? You're on the dining table!" Or "just don't sing please, your voice ain't that nice." I have no objection to that.

3. I am a Malay Muslim.
Actually I'm Boyanese Muslim. It's like a dialect in Malay...? And since it's the fasting month, I wanna wish all the Muslims out there, Have a great fasting month! I'm from Singapore and at any time the local accent will come out. But I will try my very best to write in PROPER English. To Singaporeans out there, start speaking in English not Singlish. Although I'm Boyanese, I don't really know how to speak in that language. I only know their curse words. hahaha, my Uncle taught me. Its not my fault, I'm innocent okayy.. And he taught me like when I was young when I was about 8/9..? And I'm 15 now. In about 6 months. 😁✌🏼

4. Things I like to do.
a) sleep
I sleep like a pig. I swear.
b) eat
snacks, mostly.
c) music
talk about this soon.
d) I enjoy my alone time.
It gives me the time to think. Pamper myself. Or do whatever I want. I realise that I need this time a lot this days. Like I just want Qistina with me, nobody else.

5. I very shy arhh guys.
My friends would say it's bullshit. Well they know me better. Hahahah. Okayy at least on camera, I'm shy. I was starred in my friend's YouTube channel. Go check her out, Omiricon . when I'm with casual friends, I can be quiet but if I talk, it can be a bit sarcastic. But if I'm out with my squad, it's chaotic af. Not because of me only okayy... They are noisier than me. Especially meghanllx . Hahaha. I wanna make a YouTube channel but because I'm shy, I'm not making it. Maybe I'll just be starred again in my friend's videos hahahah.

6. Keeping Up With The Bitchs
My squad is definitely not #squadgoals. We're #cacatgoals. And it's pronounced as cha-chut goals. Not ka-cat goals. I'm watching you meghan.😒😂 I'll actually like dedicate one whole chapter about them, I promise. We're a huge group soo they deserve this. I love you many many❤️

Okayy... That's it for tonight. It's like 0005 where I am. I have to sleep now so I can prepare my sahur in the morning. I'll probably get 4 hours of sleep. Isn't this like tmi? I don't care. It's my book. I write what I want. You don't like it, then chuck off. I mean, just don't add it in your library or read it even. Buhbye.🙆🏽