LOST! (PRINCETON LOVE STORY)

RUNAWAY!!!

So when the talent show was over i had went home. soon as i walked in the house i seen my father he disguised me every bit he didnt never love me or take care of me. he looked at me and smiled i just gave him a blank stare my mother said rihanna your father wants to talk to you sweety

Me: What do you want huh?? you didnt want to talk to me when we left barbados you just let me go didnt say anything i was wainting on you to send a letter or anything but you didnt i thought i could count on you no i couldnt. you alaways told me you would be there for me!!! HUH DAD LISTEN TO ME WE BEEN GONE FOR A WEEK NOW AND NOW YOU DECIDE TO SHOW UP WILL THATS NOT GONNA WORK WITH ME AT ALL I THOUGHT YOU WERE A LOVING AND CARING FATHER LIKE YOU USE TO BE BUT I KNEW YOU WENT TO GO SEE OTHER WOMAN BEHIND MY MOM BACK YOU ARE SO NOT A FACTOR TO ME ANYMORE JUST GO I DONT WANNA SEE YOUR FACE ANYMORE RIGHT NOW TO ME YOUR ARE JUST LENORD. YOU KNOW WHAT I WILL JUST GO!!!!! *CRYING*  *i ran out the house as fast as i could i dont know where i was going but i know i will make it somewhere*

all you know is i found a park i sat on the bench and i start singing to myself

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat

I shouldn't be crying, tears were for the weaker days

I'm stronger, now what, so I say

But something's missing

Whatever it is, it feels like

It's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror

Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me

And I just wanna scream

What now? I just can't figure it out

What now? I guess I'll just wait it out

What now? Whoa, what now?

I found the one, he changed my life

But was it me that changed

And he just happened to come at the right time

I'm supposed to be in love

But I'm numb again

Whatever it is, it feels like

It's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror

Whatever it is, it's just sitting there laughing at me

And I just wanna scream

What now? I just can't figure it out

What now? I guess I'll just wait it out

What now? Please tell me

What now?

There's no one to call cause I'm just playing games with them all

The more I swear I'm happy, the more that I'm feeling alone

Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions

I can't even get the emotions to come out

Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout

What now? I just can't figure it out

What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (wait it out)

What now? Somebody tell me

What now?

I don't know where to go

I don't know what to feel

I don't know how to cry

I don't know ow ow why

I don't know where to go

I don't know what to feel

I don't know how to cry

I don't know ow ow why

I don't know where to go

I don't know what to feel

I don't know how to cry

I don't know ow ow why

So what now?

?:wow

Me:jacob what are you doing here??

Jacob : i always walk to this park at night when i need sometime to myself

Me:oh okay *looks away*

Jacob: by the way you did a amazing performance tonight and your dress is incredible *smiling*

Me:thank you jacob

Jacob: so what are you doing here?

Me: well i got in a big argument with my father and i ran away from him and my mother i just couldnt take it anymore nobody knows what i deal with or how i feel thats why i write songs and sing them because thats how i feel about myself *tears fall and tries to smile*

Jacob:you are to beautifel to be crying and smile because you have a gorgeous smile and i dont blame you i write poems about how i feel and let all my emotions on on paper and my poem book but dont stress it at all its ok are you going back home any time soon??

Me:no i was thinking about staying at the park

Jacob:You wanna come to my house and stay the night i promise you i want harm you in any type of way or and sexual contact *smiles*

Me: okay lets go

The get up and leave