I was sleep yesterday I had a long day I woke up to my ringing phone I saw my mother's number flash across the phone thinking she wanted money I ignored her she called me again so I guess it was important " hello " I said dryly . ( look baby I need you to come to the hospital your father has been shot ) ... I told her okay as I got out of bed I've never knew who he was so it was surprising when she said that I jumped in the shower threw on my sweatsuit and was out the door it took 20 minutes to get there I walked in and my mom, nana was sitting there waiting for me they told me that he was just out of surgery and that we could go back when I walked in my father's room I was SHOCKED and felt sick like I had to throw up it was Kendall he couldn't speak yet because he had stitches to the jaw but I could tell it all in his eyes . I looked at my mother and asked her was we in the right room and she said yea this is your father Kendall ... I walked out and went to the restroom locking the door I threw up everywhere and cryed my eyes out I was having sex with my father my own blood I had feelings for him I felt disgusting I want to wash, curse him out and everything .. I got up and left I didn't know how I was gonna tell my own mother I've been sleeping with a man who just so happens to be my dad . And the fact that I might be pregnant by him or kadeem I just couldn't catch a break
