I have realized the day where friends should be left behind and friends can wait so I became lonely just like being in the darkness of the world. The only thing that made me conscious is my background image and studies. I didn't care if I'm true to myself or I live with a lie, studies is what I target. Maybe sometimes I being a boring person, it is just because I'm scared to be destroyed by someone. The month passed by and I met more people who gave me courage to be myself again but they are the strong ones who made strings became much stronger. There is a time where I have found myself existing but it bothers me everytime because I don't know what they think about me so everytime that happens I trigger events to make them don't notice what changed at that moment and forget what just happened. As far as today I met someone and he/she became one of my best of friends.
- CleverXIII
