S.O.L.D

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YaYa at the top ^

Almost 3 months later
Queen..
I woke with Messiah's head between my legs. And immediately smiled. My hand went to his dreads and my back arched as I moaned loud and uncontrollably. He gripped on my hips and start aggressively licking and sucking on my pink. I closed my eyes tightly as I felt my stomach tighten.He stopped before I climaxed. He came up and kissed my lips  smiling.

"Morning" He chuckled getting off the bed."That's your breakfast right there" He pointed to a cart with covered plates of food.

"We aren't eating with everyone else?"

"I didn't want to wake you" He shrugged as he went into the bathroom.

I wrapped my self in the golden sheet and got up to see the food. I pulled the tops off the food and licked my lips. On one plate there was an omelet with bacon and grits a small bowl of jelly beside it. On another plate there was 4 fluffy blueberry pancakes and smoke sausage. there was a small bowl of syrup beside it. The last plate was filled with fresh fruit and berries. Three small bowls of cream cheese chocolate and sugar.  A glass of orange juice and a glass of milk.

"Messiah this looks delicious .
But I won't be able to eat it all. " I tell him. He comes behind me wrapping his arms around me.

"Call Yaya in here to help you" He kissed my neck." She skipped breakfast too. She tired from the party last night"

"Why are you doing this?" I ask curious.

"Damn I can't show you no love gyal? Appreciate it for once."  He snapped.

"Messiah calm down I was only asking." I rolled my eyes.

" Mistress pregnant..."He mumbled I moved away from him and looked him in the eye.

"Who's is it?" I asked he sat down on the bed.

"She say its mine." I looked down."But I ain't never bust in her baby I swear" He grabbed onto my hips pulling me to him. "She gotta come back up to 3" he says sadly. I move his hand from my waist. He grabbed my hands and  I yanked away from him."Queen listen. " He grabbed onto my waist "I done stopped fucking all them other females. I'm only faithful to you. What more do you want?"  My eyes filled with tears.

"I want you to show me how much you care about me. How much you love me" my lips quivered.

"I don't show you that?!" He raised his voice."I tell you how much I love you every fucking day. I give you anything you want. Sex every day.  What don't I show you?!"He stood up in my face.

"That shit don't mean nothing to me Messiah. I'm not Mistress! The sex is great and I appreciate everything you do for me!I don't ask for none of the shit you give me!! " A few tears rolled down my cheek" All I asked is that you show me that you love and care like you say you do."  He looked down in my eyes."That's all I ask Messiah"

I started to walk into the bathroom but he grabbed my arm pulling back to him. He pulled me into his chest and wrapped his arm around me .He pulled the sheet down letting it fall the floor .

"I don't know how to show you that. Ain't no body ever showed me. So how I'm supposed to show you?"  He asked

"Just forget it Messiah." I say to him and walk into the bathroom shutting the door.

A lot of shit has changed over the few weeks I've been here. Everyone calls me queen and respects me as that. Messiah.....He well, ....he treats me good for most parts. But has a really bad temper. But I don't think he knows that when he gets rough with me, it turns me on..And I'm not going to tell him either . He makes me feel really good.At parties he still says I'm inexperienced. Which I don't understand BC he hit my shit every night. I've never been one to fall in love so quickly. And its not just the sex I swear. Even though that might be a tiny part of it. I caught a major crap and hurried to the toilet . I was gonna piss my self. When I sat down the cramp came back and I felt like my intestines fell out. I looked down seeing a lot of blood and ......a fetus..