Without You There Is No Me (Vic X Reader)

Our first date?

I hear my phone buzz on the couch while I make myself over to my phone I open it to see a text from Vic I opened the text that said
"Hey come over if wanna talk to you bout somethings here's my address 10339 warm breeze see you soon (: "
I was smiling on the inside and felt a warm sensation in my tummy. I quickly snap out of my thoughts. NO Y/N I can't be feeling this...it's to soon this isn't love right?... I quickly search the address up and holy shirt! He lives right next to me!? I turn over to my window to see the house he lives in....wow and when I thought this couldn't get any better. I quickly get dressed and I put on some casual clothes nothing fancy just some converse a muscle T and some dark blue skinny jeans then I tie my hair up in a messy bun and grab my phone and start walking. As I was walking I could hear music...it sounded pretty good though to be honest I make my way to the door and the same feeling of warmness hits my stomach again UGH WHAT THE HELL!!?? I've never really felt this way towards anyone but this doesn't mean anything right?...I start freaking out and knock on the door and then I hear the music suddenly stop playing. I wait as I hear someone tripping over what sounds like an amp and a guitar and some drums then Vic opens the door
"Umm hey hah...."
I see his leg was wrapped a chord then I start to giggle he's kinda clumsy but it's cute. Hey so you wanted me to come over?
"Yeah Yeah please come in" he says while he's smiling his perfect smile that can make anyone's day.
I slowly walk in and see all the instruments then I hear the door close I make my way to the couch and sit there.
"Umm Y/N I wanted to show you something but I want you to be completely honest with me okay?"
I look at him kind of confused but I don't bother to ask I just nod my head and go with what he's about to do. Then I see Vic run and pick up his guitar and starts to strum it trying to get the chords to his liking and then he fixes his voice and sits next to me and then smiles at starts to sing.
"Surf to me
Whatever you want
And whenever you're breezing through
Keep tearing my world apart
As we lost the light
Wet cash on the bar
She fell victim to a violent wave
And died on the jagged rocks

But don't believe it's a never-ending summer
Cause they don't exist
Tied around your tongue in all the rage and spit
So why am I the one falling apart?

Cause you don't even know you're an angel
Foolish am I for the times I come and go
These stars defy love, so I close my eyes
And sleep inside your worn-in bed outline
He smiles and keeps looking at me with his dark brown eyes I couldn't help but blush and smile back as he continued singing to me.

Splash over your body while you drown on me
You ain't seen nothin' yet
Enter the galaxy of our sober demise
To the young and without type
In the morning hear all the birds sing
It never stops
Then, with tears in your eyes
You smiled dressed in coppertone tan lines
Oh oh I hope you don't regret me

But don't believe it's a never-ending summer
Cause they don't exist
Tied around your tongue in all the rage and spit
So why am I the one falling apart?

Cause you don't even know you're an angel
Foolish am I for the times I come and go
These stars defy love, so I close my eyes
And sleep inside your worn-in bed
And it won't be long 'till we drop this match
When I burn to your fingertips, you can throw what's left

So long, let's go and play those games you like
Let's go and play those games you like

But don't believe
Cause yesterday I found her with her clothes still wet
Crying in the shower on her knees she screamed
"Why the fuck am I falling apart?"

Cause you don't even know you're an angel
Foolish am I for the times I come and go
These stars defy love, so I close my eyes
And sleep inside your worn-in bed
And it woke me up like a heart attack
When you talk in your sleep I'll be there to slow your breath"
He smiles while he strums the last 3 chords on his guitar and then puts it down he looks at me shyly and I smile his voice was so calming and it was beautiful "Vic I loved it, it was amazing...did u write that?"
Vic looks at me and nods his head "I'm glad you liked it Y/N because it was meant for you..."
I cover my face as I blush madly turning into a tomato. Vic smiles at me as we talk all night laying on his bed I don't realize that it was 12:00 a.m I turn to him and smile tonight was amazing. Vic looks at me and studies my arms with my bracelets then he lifts one up and sees my scars then he looks at me sadly. "Y/N do you cut?..." I quickly take my arm back "Umm...yeah..sorry" I look down sadly I just ruined it ugh I hate when I get so off track. Vic looks at me and grabs my arm back gently "Y/N please don't ever do it again okay? If you ever feel sad or alone I'll always be here for you okay? Promise me you won't ever do it again." I look at him amazed and I nod " I promise I won't do it again" Vic smiles and kisses my scars on my arm "okay good." We sat there the hole time and talked then I got up "I gotta go home" Vic sits up and hugs me "okay I'll walk you out." We both walk out together and he walks me home I open my door "Goodnight Y/N sweet dreams." "Goodnight Vic sweet dreams." I smile and lightly shut the door behind me locking it and run upstairs and lay on my bed while my brain is freaking out on what just happened I smile and sigh happily This nigh was a goodnight.