A tale of despair (AloisxClaude) yaoi

Ch.1

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       I was woken by Claude, per usual. He came to wake me and dress me as always. Emotionless as always he did just that, I always try to get something out of hem. A smile or any sign of anger yet if you haven't caught on to the patten everything is always the same.
            Briefest was scones toast and a lemon infused tea. The servants stood behind me waiting for their daily orders from Claude. Hannah was farthest from me, her eyes always watching me. I didn't feel like pushing her today though, Claude's dull behavior put a flavorless taste in my mouth spoiling by meal.
         Once I finished I went to my study, what a bore it is signing papers. I wish for something new perhaps Claude could make this wish happen. I called hem to the room. He entered visually annoyed by my request. "Claude i have groan bored, I wish for some entertainment." He stood silent watching me. Suddenly he walked toward me not saying a word, he leaned close to my neck, I was shocked in able to move almost as if Claude held me down. He didn't touch me though, he whispered in my ear, "sweet thrills come for a high price, yet humans buy into it don't they." I didn't know what he meant I just listened to his low sweet voice and felt his warm breath in my neck. I turned to look I hem, his grin twisted for what he did next was just as sick.
           He pressed his warm lips against mine, kissing me gently. I pored myself into this kiss loving it, for this is what I had been waiting for. His tung slipped into my mouth and rapped a rounded mine. Our tongs dance and when we pulled away a sting of salvia dripped from or lips. I gasped for air, it felt like seconds yet it was long enough for me to louse my breath.
      Claude stood, I expected him to speak. But nothing was said he just left.
          My heart was pounding, my lips moist, my eyes filled with tears. I cried, maybe because I loved it or that I expected something more endearing. No, it was because I could tell what he did was fake. I could see right through it, and he knew I did. The way he flashed that cheep grin and how he said nothing when he left his face showed discus. And yet I let myself fall victim to his web, slowly being devoured by the spider.
          That night was long, I layers in my bed my mind racing. Why did he do it, why does he enjoy hurting me. I thought of what he said "sweet thrills come at a high price." Was that kiss the thrill and my pice my sanity? Or was the trill the kiss and the price me thinking about that small moment tell I cry my eyes out. He enjoys hurting me I know it, yet I let hem.
         When I woke my eyes were puffy and I had a migraine. Claude stood at the edge of the bed starring at me with the same cheap grin. "Good morning your highness!" He said in a mocking tone. "Today your schedule is clear. I have prepared briefest, mint tea and toast with jam." I sat on the bed as Claude dressed me. I watched hem, my face red. Once he finished we went to the dinning hall.
Hannah was still pouring my tea she was startled when I entered, I went to her already agitated. I picked up the butter knife that laid on the table. I stabbed it deep in her arm, blood soaked the table cloth. Her eyes watered pain shown in her face. I let go of the knife leaving in deep in her skin. The triplets came in and cleaned up the mess, Hannah left most likely to tend to her wound.
Claude starred at me all thought briefest, it made me uneasy. I went to my room, I laid in bed bed sobbing. "Why the hell is he like this!! I hate this I want Luka I want my family, I want Clade to love me." Really I didn't know what I wanted but yelling that made me feel better in away. I feel asleep my cloths still on.

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