Will They? -BTS VKOOK-

I shouldnt

TAE LOOK FREAKIN BEAUTIFUL IN THT PIC ISTG WHEN HE'S WEARING HEADBAND HE JUST IDJSJXJ HIS FOREHEAD N HIS DIFFERENT COLOUR EYE CONTACTS ISGT OMG K BACK TO THE STORY BYE

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Taehyung POV

"This".

When he said that my heart starts beating faster than before. I cant look at him. Im just too nervous its rather get rejected or accepted.

I look down at my legs and playing my fingers feeling nervous. I think he's looking at me right now and I heard a little chuckle

"Hey Tae,,," he said and cup my cheeks bring my face look at him eye to eye.

I tried to break the eye contact cuz I'm scared but i dont know why I cant move.

He start bringing his face near my face.

Fuck. I cursed inside. I just cant breath like we are so close a inches away and our forehead touch bbsjvjh and also our nose. Im sure 100% wait no 101% my face are like tomatoes right nowjjj

"Cute" is what i heard him say with his slow chuckle.

We stared to each other eyes for like few minutes and getting closer and closer.

"This is my answer."

Suddenly i feel soft thing on my lips....its...
Its his lips..

He kissing me right now. I just dont know how to react.
Im soooooooo happy i might cry.
Well i am crying. Tears falling down on my cheek

I intertwined my hand on his neck and kiss him back. Its a sweet soft kiss. Its just feel so calm and i feel so safe.

He bring his arms wrap my wrist and hug me bring me closer to deepened the kiss. Its feel so great like VERY great,,, but when I realise.. we're not in condition to fall in love. We're idols. People watching everywhere and we cant even interact in front of the cameras because people suspecting something.

The reality hit him hard. He also remember what Bang PD-nim said to him few days ago(next chap).. Then he just stop kissing Jungkook and make Jungkook confused.

"Why you stop Tae?" He said
while rubbing his thumb on my cheek softly with care.

"W-we cant do this Jungkook.... N-no.. no we cant." I said.

This is like all things that I want to do. Date him,walk side by side holding hands together walking on streets, or backhug him on public but I know I cant. The reality is this. And I cant fall in love with him. But I feel horrible right now.

"But why hyung?? Isnt this what you want?" He asked me look at me with worried and angry face.

"I-i know.. its just.. I'm sorry Jungkook. I really want all of this stuff but we cant..."

"Oh come on hyung! Why you play like this with me?? Dont you.. you love me?...."

"NO!N-no no no no." I said feel miserable. "I do love you. I REALLY love you so much since the first time I saw you but... but... I-i just dont wanna destroy your dreams..... i just cant
" i stop said. I feel so stressed to even think bout it.

"BUT WHY HYUNG? I LOVE YOU TOO AND WHY DO I FEEL LIKE YOU'RE JUST PLAYING WITH MY FEELINGS? I DONT KNOW BUT IT DOESNT DESTROY MY DREAMS?? UR ONE OF MY DREAMS. TO GET YOU. UGH HYUNG JUST STOP ALL THIS GAMES ALREADY!"

He...He shouted at me.. He wake up and get out from the room. I just eyed him going out from the door.

Tears start fall from my cheek and i feel so stupid.

"I shouldnt said those things at the first pla- no.. i shouldnt fall in love with him in the first place and i shouldnt be here right now. I-i should go away far from him."

HYE GUYS SO IDK WHT IS THIS N THIS CHAPTER IS WORST ISTG ITS SO BAD.I JUST DONT KNOWVHXGD