Tonight Im having a huge party at my house since mom and Andrew are going out for the weekend. Tonight Im wearing my plain white, tight dress also my plain white high heels. I walk into my bathroom turning the straightener on waiting for it to heat up. I grab my makeup bag as I start to do my makeup. Im going to be doing my usual makeup look which is my smoky look. I feel the straightener ready to go. I straighten my hair till its all straight. I start to hear loud talking outside. I walk out and see crowds around the house. already? I say to Maddy. huh yeah I see loads of people walking into the house. I look around and see drinks and little snacks plates. I walk back into my bedroom to get ready. I shut the door. I walk over to my ready outfit that was waiting on my bed. I get undressed and get into my dress. *knock Knock* I quickly slip my dress on. come in I turn around. I see Cameron walking in. hey beautiful he smirks at me. make yourself useful and zip my dress up for me please I smile at him. sure princess I turn back around and see him looking at my ass. He pulls me in for a kiss but I lower my head onto his chest. I look back up into his eyes. Im sorry I sit on my bed to put on my heels. Cameron walks out as I look at my appearance one more time. I walk out my door and slowly walk downstairs. This time there is ten times more people than before. I take step by step downstairs. I look up as I see everyones eyes on me. I walk up to the drinks as I grab a cruiser. I look to my left and see Maddy all over Cameron. I walk up to them and pull Maddy off of him. what are you doing, Maddy I look to my right and see Ethan standing there disgust. I walk past Ethan out the front door. I sit down on the gutter crying. Hey Ethan walks up from behind me. Ethan sits next to me. hey I weakly smile. I saw- He says wiping the tears away from my face. yeah I stand up as he stands up. I feel like crying so much. I smash into his chest hugging him tightly. I look up into his chocolate brown eyes. We both smash each others lips together. Ive missed you he says pulling some of my hair behind my ear. same I look to the ground guilty. Im sorry I sit back down. why he says confused.
*Ethans pov*
Im just having a really hard time right now I know exactly what shes talking about. yeah I know I hug her tightly siting down. how would you know how it feels, how it feels to be hated how it feels to be pushed away she yells at me. I was once at school remember, bullied nonstop everyday when I was back in school I would get bullied so bad with Grayson. Grayson and I were only there for each other. oh thats right, but not by your own family or even boyfriend she cups her hands into her face sobbing. hey whats this I pull her arm to me as I see several scratches on her arm. She pulls away putting her arm into her chest. nothing, just scratches from my cat She has no cats. what cats? Oh no has she cut herself. Ive got three cats and three kittens She says. I pull her up off of the gutter. Theres a way out dont worry I pull her into my chest and kiss the top of her head. your hair smells good. She giggles looking up at me.
I wake up on the coach at Ambers house. I slowly get up sore. I rub my head as my head is pounding. I look at the kitchen smelling bacon and eggs. I see Amber in her long t-shirt and her underwear. Hey My voice cracks. I clear my throat. She turns around. Hey She turns back around cooking the bubbly, oily bacon. Dont mind me in my underwear She giggles. Nah its all good I chuckle grabbing a glass and filling it by the fridge water. I hope youre hungry she serves out two plates having one egg and loads of bacon. yes I am so hungry I grab the plate as I start digging in. Thank you I rinse my plate under the water in the sink. no worries, a lot of cleaning to do she giggles washing her plate. huh yeah, I can help she looks at me and smiles. that would be lovely. I suddenly remember the scratches on her arm from last night. about the scratches I say with one eyebrow up. yeah scratches from the cats. She grabs the cat food and shakes the biscuits that were in the box. I hear several meow. wow you do have cats I chuckle. nah shit she giggles. Ive never heard you swear before her mom always tells her to not swear. yeah well I guess I was taught that way to not swear but I guess Im old enough she explains. I still think you should not swear
*Ambers pov*
I walk up to my bedroom to quickly have a shower and to brush my teeth. I get out of the shower and brush my teeth. I walk out of my bathroom to my bedroom. Something catches my eyes with a note that is on my bed.
Hey Amber Ive gone home but if you need to talk Im here like always.
I put the note onto my desk. I see that Ive got a text from whom.
Cameron: Hey baby, Im coming over in a few xx.
I ignore the text. I go over to my drawers to pick out an outfit. I see my long green and white dress. This would be perfect I really cant be bothered to put makeup on. Today can be the lazy day. I put my hair up in a messy bun. *Knock Knock* I hear the front door. I walk up to the front door but Maddy beats me to it. Hey Cameron Cameron gets pulled in for a kiss but he turns his head away. No Maddy Cameron walks up to me. I cross my arms in disgust. L-Last night, I-Im sorry I roll my eyes at him. Save it Cameron I look to my right and see Maddy standing there. I walk to the kitchen to get a glass of water. Wait Amber, I was drunk He was right but he should have thought smarter. You could have been smarter about it and to not just let Maddy go all over you in front of me, that hurts so much I feel a sting in my eye about to cry. Babe Cameron comes up to me hugging me tightly. Im so sorry that I hurt you, Ill never do it again I walk away from him and walk up to my bedroom. I close my door. But someone stops it from shutting. I look to my door and see Cameron. He comes up close pulling the hair behind my ear. youre so beautiful he smiles as I smile back weakly. I sit down on my bed patting a spot for him to sit. I stare off in the middle of nowhere. What are you thinking about I look back at him spaced out. uh nothing But really I was thinking about Ethan. I get up and grab my phone. About to text Ethan but Cameron stops me from being on my phone. He puts my phone down on the desk. I look up at him confused. wha- He cuts me off by touching his lips onto mine. He pushes me to my bedroom window. He kisses down to my neck leaving wet patches. I push away noticing something outside. I see Ethan holding some flower, my favourite flowers. He drops them onto the floor walking off.
I get into my cold bed waiting for my body heat to warm the bed up. Only if Cameron was with me to warm me up. I slowly drift off to sleep till I hear a big bang outside my room. I race up walking out of my room. I look around seeing nothing but black. I walk back into my bedroom to go to sleep once again.
Its been two days since Ive seen Ethan or talked to him. Im starting to get worried. What if something happened. Ive got to stop stressing everything will be okay. I get up slowly rubbing my arms as I let out a yawn. Today is going to be a good day. I hear my phone go off but I ignore it for now. I walk out seeing mom and Andrew making coffee. Morning mom I smile grabbing my morning healthy yogurt. we are going camping next weekend so when that comes be ready to pack Camping is a family favourite for our family. We go camping nearly every year. Whenever we go camping we always have marshmallows for the fire. I jump up and down excitedly. can I bring a friend? I beg giving her puppy dog eyes. yes and only one friend I run up to mom and hug her. thank you, thank you, thank you I run up to my bedroom to grab my phone.
Me: Hey, I was wondering if you could come camping with us?
Ethan: Hey, I would love to, when?
Me: Next weekend so be ready then. Ill tell you more later next week.
Ethan: Thanks for inviting me, what about Cameron?
Me: uh nah Id rather bring you because he probably wouldnt come anyway.
Ethan: Alrighty then. Ill talk later. Cya.
Me: Cya.
I throw my phone onto my bed. *Knock Knock* I open the door seeing Cameron standing there. Uh hey? I say questioning. Hey we need to talk He invites himself in. And since when do you need to talk to me? we both sit on the coach. I-I dont know how to say this but I- I cut him off. What does he need to tell me. this isnt good isnt it? I ask as he has guilt written all over his face. why do you question so much. Look I-Im not really in love with you anymore I gulp down my saliva. wait so youre breaking up with me. I get up quickly and rub my head. I put my hair up in a quick messy bun. A little I feel a little sting in my eyes. I sit back down. Get out He sits there confused. Get out NOW! He immediately gets up and goes to the door. He steps out of the front door. Im sorry I close the door in his face. I race to my bedroom as I shut it behind me. *Knock Knock* come in I lift my head up from my pillow and see mom standing there. I saw what just happened, painful I get up and smash into moms arms. Why I bawl my eyes out onto moms shoulder. Sorry your shirt is now wet we both giggle. I dont care she weakly smiles at me. I return the smile.
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