39: painful past

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Bangyongguks pov

i was just walking through the hallway because i need to go to the bathroom, DANG! why is this house so big...

Propose?!! angela and Ivy noona shouted

what propose?!

You heard me, i think its time me and kate is going to get married... thats jaes voice

kate.... marriage.....jae.......Marriage....married.......OH WHAT THEkdbjsbn!! His going to ask kate for her hands?

Hyung!! what you doing here? i snapped out of my pycho thing

Oh! im just looking for the bathroom.. i even gave a fake laugh cause i dont want him to know that i know.

Its just across that hallway he pointed to his right

Aa! kamshamnida i gave him a bow and left to the direction i pointed

as i reached to the bathroom i still cannot beleive that he is going do it

i washed up face and looked at the mirror, i think to myself... am i ready to give her away?

then i remembered a memory:
Flashback~

who are you texting? i asked her

oh... its just mom... shes just wondering where are we.... she then gave me a weak smile

i grabbed her hand... You okay? i asked her

she gave me a smile Ne!

i smiled too, i want to see my girl smile
Yongguk~ whats our plan for our 5 anniversarry! she gave me a cute smile

Secret! everything will be a perfect day for both of us! i gave her a wink

Yongguk~please!! she shaked me like im hiding something

Jagiya! Its a secret! i whinned like a lil kid

She gave me a pout, so cute!! I gave her a kiss in the forhead

I promise tomorrow is perfect! i said to her

she smiled at me and nodded

the night went on, i dropped her off and went straight home

as i went to my room, i opened my drawer and took out a small red box

i got whats inside the box and held it soon youll be ms.bang i smiled to myself...

I slept hoping tomorrow i start a new life with my love...

~Next Day~

hyung you ready? zelo shouted from the outside

in 5 minutes i replied

okay!

Today is the day where i finally do it!

I fixed my Polo and my hair

its 5:30 in the night! im ready!

i got out and saw all the guys in the living room.

soo how do i look? i gave them a spin

You look fine. yongguk! dont worry your handsome already! but still not as handsome as me... himchan praising himself soo funny!

Goodluck hyung! fighting! the three of them shouted

i gave them a nod and left

i told that we will meet at the Bridge where i first asked her out...

its 6 already... still no sign of her

i have to wait

6:30............7:00.........7:30..

its already almost 8 and shes still not here, i was getting worried!

HAHAHA! Your soo funny! finally i shes here

by the time i turned around

i cant beleive my eyes

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Shes with a another person

she saw me and she looked shocked

Yongguk! she came to me,i can tell she wants to cry

Yongguk.... i.... can explain..... i just gave her blank expression

Explain to me that you are tired of me , explain that u dont loved me! i said to her

yongguk i didnt mean to.....

Hurt Me? well you did! have a good life with him, i hope both of u guys gets a good life.... i gave her the box and walked away

3Rd person

she opened the box of what yongguk gave her, she started to cry hard! because in that night, Yongguk was supposed to propose to her.

yongguk got home and locked himself in his room! he started to cry his feelings out! he destroy every piece of memory of her!

Shit!! he shouted

he punched his wall and started to cry! he looked at the family that was took 2 years ago...

Kate.... dont worry.... nobody would do this to you! he hugged the picture and cried the whole night

his one and only love is Gone! he is scared to love again, cause it might end into a disaster...

~End of Flash back~

BYG Pov

i still remembered that day very well, tears came out of my eyes. I promised forever if Somebody breaks her heart there going to be in my List!





End of chapter


fall break!! is finally here!! i can update yehey! throw confetti! Anyways! Ending is coming!! After this book i would br realising a new story! its an EXO fanfic thiz time its called 'In a Relationship With Him' thank you everybody!

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