Isn't it horrible horrible to have friends to have them turn on you. in my life I have no one to trust other than my family and that's it. I had friends but soon I learned that you can't Trust them. I had a best friend we were friends since I moved to where I live now. I don't know what happend but we stopped talking and in 8th grade. He met another guy and I fealt lonley because they hung out more than he did with me. I we started talking again but then I realized that I could probably never tell him things like I did in the past because their was a time where he blackmailed me and i fealt devastated to have my best friend Do that to me. Their was also a time when his close friend that sits with us at lunch picked on me and called me names and fat and talked to me like I'm some sort of animal. He knocks in my head and asks "hello is anyone their in that empty head of yours". After A while of putting up with his crap I talked to my best friend asking why he didn't at least defend me and he said "because its funny" and I told him "that shouldn't be funny because I call that bullying"
Then their was a girl she was a good friend of mine but over time she met other people and she talked to me less. I feel like our friendship depleted over the course of 4 months. Then their were times where she would say "no one likes you get out of here" and "Josh your so stupid that's why we voted you out of the island" now I feel like she's not even my friend anymore. We text sometimes and when I say something like "I get bullied at school" she says "deal with it" or I don't care".
it hurts to know that your best friend enjoys you getting bullied sometimes I feel like going to sleep for 100 years and wake up finding our that all the bad people and fake friend are gone.
Are their any good friends that exist that won't turn on you that won't say " I don't care, deal with it" in your tough times when you need someone to comfort you or give you advice. Why are people like this why do friends Do Just turn in the blink of an eye.
