Adopted by pierce the veil

A match into water

*Trigger warning*

This morning I woke up to the sound of shitty ass pop music. Baylee. She is the biggest one direction, Justin Bieber, and Sam smith fan I think I have ever met. She also really loves to hate me. I can't go one day without hearing her tell me I'm fat, ugly, stupid, freak, or emo. I mean I am fat, stupid, ugly, and a freak but I just get tired of hearing it every day. I've tried so hard to become her friend so the names would stop, but it's not working. All I'm doing is making things worse. I don't ever want to eat so I give her my food, but then she calls me an anorexic freak. I'm just tired of it.

"Hey Fatty what's for lunch today?" She had a slight smirk on her face.

At this point I don't even try to save it. I need to lose weight any way so why not?

"Here you can have mine I'm not hungry..." I lied. I'm starving but I can't eat around her. It will only make it worse.

"Well I guess the anorexic freak doesn't want to eat!" She yelled loud enough for everyone to hear across the dining hall. I felt all the heat rush to my cheeks. I ran out of the dining hall so fast to get away. I ran to my room and grabbed the small box hidden under my bed. It had a lock on it so if anyone found it they couldn't open it. I found my keys taped to the ceiling fan and opened the box. It was filled up with all my favorite things. Three lighters, a pack of cigarettes, but I had only opened the box for one reason. My blades. They were in a separate little black box. I had around fourteen of them.

"Here goes two months clean." I whispered to myself as the sharp edge quickly glided over my skin. Immediately the blood poured out. It felt good for a second but then the guilt rushed over me. Two months! Two! I had gone so long and as soon as Baylee had gone to far I didn't even think about staying clean.

I cleaned myself up and put on a long sleeve my chemical romance sweatshirt. Just as I was locking my box up and taping my key to the fan my roommate Lexi walked in.

"Hey Lizzy I heard what happened in the dining hall today. I'm so sorry. I know how much of a bitch Baylee can be." She reassured me.

"Yeah I know but I just wish it would stop..." I said looking at my sleeves making sure they aren't soaked with blood. That catches Lexis attention and she's not happy.

"Lizzy, Show me your arms!" She demanded.

"Please don't hate me!" I squeaked out trying not to burst out in tears.

"Liz, come on I would never hate you I just want the best for you and I want to take care of you. You are like a sister to me. No matter how hard I try I can't hate you, and believe me there are time when I want to hate you, but I can't because I love you so much. Lizzy show me your arms." She said laughing through the tears with me. I pulled up my sleeves and immediately she pulled my into a hug. As soon as me and Lexi pulled out of the hug the intercom rang.

"Good afternoon ladies we have a group of people coming in looking for a girl ages fourteen to sixteen, so I will need y'all lined up in the adoption room in fifteen minutes. Good luck!" Mrs. Caroline said in a fake happy voice. God she gets on my nerves.

"Oh my god Lizzy do you have any fucking idea what this means?" She squealed with excitement while jumping up and down.

"Yes oh my god I need to go fix my hair and change clothes!" I yelled while running to the bathroom.