To Dream A Dream

The Diary (Caramel's POV)

Dear Diary,

It's been a while hasn't it? Three months almost. Sorry about that, I've just been really busy lately. And scared. Look, I don't know about the other girls but ever since that sleepover with the stupid spell we said, nothing has been the same for me.

Everything has just been so insanely scary, people look at me funny now, it's almost like no one but the girls even knows me. Even my own parents had forgotten who I was. I've been having to live at Cassidy's house this whole time and even her parents think I'm her "new friend".

What is going on dear diary? I feel like you and the four girls are the only ones I can trust. Ever. Maybe the spell DID work. Maybe it only worked for me. Maybe all the other girls are just normal and everything has changed just for me. Only for me.

I can tell that Cassidy thinks I've gone mad, but she won't tell me, she would never make me feel all alone like that. That's why I love her. I think I'm gonna tell her what I think is going on and maybe she'll try to help, maybe we can invite all the girls over again for another sleepover and we can talk about it.

I do realise that I'm filling you with a lot of "maybe's" dear Diary. This isn't usually how it is with me is it? You know that, you know that better than anyone. I usually just jump on in and wait to see what I've ruined this time. But this time I'm being extremely cautious. This is my life we're talking about here.

I'm probably boring the crap out of you right now. I don't know what's wrong with me lately, Diary. Writing all of this stupid emotional crap in here. God I hope Cassidy doesn't find this. I would never hear the end of it. ME? With a Diary? Never.

Well, my dearest journal, it's time for me to to go, Cassidy just walked in and I don't need her finding me here with you.

Forever Yours, Caramel