A year later my mother gave birth to her second daughter . She named her Special . She was autistic but very very beautiful . She has my fathers light skin and big hazel eyes . I always thought that if something was wrong with you , you looked like it . But she didn't . I guess that's why she was extra special . The early years of Special's life I guarded and protected her from everyone . Especially poppa . Poppa always talked about Special & her condition so I hated him to be around her . I didn't care about Special's condition at all so I never understood why it bothered poppa soo much . Lauryn gave her the nickname CeeCee . I loved my baby sister and would've done everything in the world for her . But before I knew it , I was getting myself into more trouble with squad gang and females . Sooner or later everybody in and out the hood knew my name . And that's when things got really crazy and I met her . Her name was " Kween Kimm " my first real girl . I'm not gonna lie , she was a hoe . But she changed all of that to settle down with me . Kimm selled dope & made serious bread from it . Shitt , she got me into selling ! She held me down & kept it real with me always I can't lie I had some love for that girl . I probably still do .
