Summer. A time where you gotta have that perfect body, the Coachella style, a perfect bikini. All the things I don't have... Well honestly those things can be fixed pretty easy unlike som things. You see, in this city where I live no one really likes me. I've tried so hard lately to fit in, but nothing seems to work anymore. Alright, I'll tell you why no one likes me anymore. There was this huge party thing going on at Kelly's house. She's like the most popular girl and everyone was invited. It was the end of the year party the whole of high school was there and it was honestly the best... Until I made this stupid choice. Me and my friends, Alim, Stella, Fundo and Tyler got a bit drunk and were playing dare or dare. At that time Kelly had just dumped her ex boyfriend, Alex, but obviously she was still into him and wanted him back, and I think he wanted her as well. Anyway, I got dared to kiss Alex anywhere on his body, and guess what I picked, his mouth. Surprise surprise, so I strolled along to him and his squad to go and be "sexy". I walked towards him in a very un sexy way but drunk me thought I looked real good. As I came to him I started by saying "you look so good today, it makes me just want to rip that shirt off you and feel your juicy SPICY abs" and before he could even open his mouth I ripped his shirt off of him and started touching his really nice abs, honestly, I've never felt such an amazing thing before. Adding on to my touching of his abs I also started putting my fucking tung deep into his fucking throat! He then pushes me away from him and I hear everyone quieting down and the music turning off. I look around and I see everyone staring at me and then, Kelly, almost exploding with anger, pushing me away even further. I don't really remember the words she said, but I do know she screamed at me about how horrible I am and she made the whole school agree as well, plus Alex. Now my only friend I have is Tyler. He just came out, saying he's gay, and no one likes him either now, so we decided to run away. It works well actually because I have a friend who is willing to give me his apartment for a few months in Gothenburg. I'm also gonna change school, cause honestly I don't have time for those brats. Well, now you know a bit about me and my life that is fucked up. And by the way, I'm Ella.