Its really hard being the one everybody abuses or the person that's always walked over by everyone. Its not really fair. I can do most of the stuff other people do. Maybe not as well as they do but I still can. Im not useless. Oh I forgot to introduce myself. My name is Reno. My life has been kinda hard. It kinda hurts also to know that I have no friends. I don't really talk that much either. I love draw. Its like my life. The only way to express how I really feel. And I always get the same question from everyone that is my "suppose to be" friend," Reno is that how you feel? Are you upset with us?" And instead of telling the truth like I want to I lie and say," No." I don't get invited to any of the parties that go on I just hear about them. I get used like a drug by lots of people. And me like an dumb ass believe their every word. All I can do is cry. Then its a big uproar. " Reno whats wrong? Who made you mad Reno. You can tell me im your "friend". I always say nothing and try to distance myself from others. But it never seems to work. I always end up right back in the same position again letting people use me. I guess im just too nice to be mean. I can never say no to anyone. I don't know if I should change or not. im just so confused.
