I loved
You didn't
Just friends
You admit it
You loved, but not me
Best friends, I accept it
I wish I was she
I'm trying to forget it
The way I felt, the way you felt
But the day we met, I have kept
You forgot all about me- your friends
All because of that one girl you held hands
On and off to On and off
You eventually got tired
Of the one you once called lover
Move on to me
Eventually
Second choice is that so?
Is what I though quite often
Either way I wanted to give it a go
Coz all I wanted was you in the end
I still love
Hope you return the favour
You then love
A best friend now called lover
Relationship goals is what I hear
Never knew how much I tear
Neither did you know how much I hurt
Nor the people that were near
A hidden knife within me
I became my worst enemy
Hatred and Self harm is now a part of me
It may be overrated
But I seem to have made it
Through the suicidal part of my life
But at the same time, I lost you from it
I said I was over
Lies and rumours became my best friend
I tried to not remember
The time where we end
I tried to get over you
Seems like you've moved on
I Flirted with a guy in sec two
You Flirted with girls that I knew
You talked bad about me
Thinking I was too
Re-said a word my friend called you
Move on from me eventually
It's been 5 months after we broke up
1st of September
The day I will always remember
The way you walked out of school
The day I felt so cruel
Might regret the way I made you feel
But never the time I let you go so I can heal
After the Time we were apart
I tried to live life from the start
I took the time to think, my life started when I met you
I Then realized how much I miss you
Finally!,Back together
Hope I remember
The way to be a girlfriend
So this relationship won't end again
Feelings got stronger
Learned a one thing or two
To keep this relationship lasting longer
Coz tbh I really love you
You became my rainbow when the sun meets the rain
The Tylenol id take whenever I'm in pain
I always try to find a way to spend time with you
But you are stuck between me and your friends
After 5 most amazing months back together
It came to the part where we end again
Seemed like a one sided relationship
Please tell me what happened
Before my mind ships away any further
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