Say "no pain"
For yet it will gain
Should you hope
Or notTry to run away
From the feeling inside
But memories will bring you back to the day
You thought you felt aliveLies is all I hear
Making your mother and religion the reason why we end
I thought at first that reason made it clear
Until I saw her. thinking she was just a friendOur breakup showed me a character of you
One that I always knew
Even after we break
My heart seems to always make the same mistakeThe colours got faded away by feelings
The sunshine got hides by words
I'm still healing
From my past that still hurtsYou filled in the love I lost
The one my father took away
You were the only one I trust
With the love I was looking for, until you walked awayIt's starting to rain again outside
Just like my feelings inside
Is this our circle of life?
LiesWe're done anyways
There goes another piece, shattered
As you told to me it was a "damn good reason"
I'm just waiting till there's no more reason
To hold onCall it fake, I know it's real
"How can you let someone you don't love break you?"
Yes, I still feel
Yes, I still loveWhat did I do to torture myself
Your words are scars bigger than those on my arm
The ones I did to myself
When I self harmedAfter a solid month apart
You come telling me I deserve an apology
One that you should've said from the start
Seems like you're wanting to break the rest of meYou're god damn right I deserve an apology
You're god damn right I deserve the true reason
Don't go tell me you "want to get it of your chest"
Oh babe. Please, give me a rest