Road to Nowhere

Part 2

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Have you ever loved someone so much you'd give an arm for? Not the expression, no literally give an arm for. When they know that you're their heart and you know that you're their armour and you would destroy anyone who would try to harm her but what happens when karma, turns right around and bite you and everything you stand for turns on you in spite you, what happens when you become the main source of her pain.

" Daddy look what I made. "

" Dads gotta go catch a plane "

" Daddy wheres Mummy I cant find Mummy where is she? "

" I don't know, go play Hailey baby, your Daddy's busy. Daddy's writin this song, this song ain't gon write itself, I give you one underdog, you gotta swing by yourself. "

Then turn right around in that song and tell her that you love her and put hands on her mother who's a spilting image of her. Thats Shady yeah babe slim Shady's crazy. Shady made me but tonight Shady's rock-a-bout baby.

" When I'm gone just carry on, don't mourn. Rejoice everytime you hear the sound of my voice, just know that I'm looking down at you smiling,and now that I don't feel a thing, so baby don't feel the pain, just smile back. "

" When I'm gone just carry on, don't mourn. Rejoice everytime you hear the sound of my voice, just know that I'm looking down at you smiling,and now that I don't feel a thing, so baby don't feel the pain, just smile back. "

I keep havin this dream. I'm pushing Hailey on the swing, she keep screaming, she dont want me to sing.

" You're making Mummy cry. Why? Why is Mummy crying? Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more. "

" Daddy you're lieing. You always say that, you always say this is the last time, but you ain't leaving no more Daddy you're mine "

She's piling boxes in front of the door tryin block it.

" Daddy, please Daddy don't leave! Daddy! No stop it! "

Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket.

" It's got a picture, this will keep you safe Daddy take it wicha. "

I took up, its just me standing in the mirror, these fucking walls must be talking cuz man I can hear 'em, they're sayin you got one more chance to do right and it's tonight. Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em before its too late. and just as I walk out of my bedroom door, it turns to a stage, they're gone and the spotlight is on and I'm singing.

" When I'm gone just carry on, don't mourn. Rejoice everytime you hear the sound of my voice, just know that I'm looking down at you smiling,and now that I don't feel the pain, so baby don't feel the pain, just smile back. "

Sixty thousand people, all jumping on their seat. The curtains closes their throwing roses at my feet. I take a bow, and thank you all for coming now. They're screaming so loud, I take one last took at the crowd. I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing.

" Daddy it's me, help Mummy her wirsts are bleeding! "

" But baby, I'm in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden? "

" I followed you Daddy, you told me that you were'nt leaving. You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mummy sad. and I bought you this coin, it says number one Dad. That's all I wanted, I just wanted to give you this coin, I get the point. Fine. Me and Mummy are going "

" But, baby wait "
" It's too late Dad, you made the choice. Now go out there and tell 'em more than us, that's what they what, they want you more so they keep, screaming your name, that's no wonder you can't go to sleep. Just  take another pill, bet you, you will. You always rap about it yeah word k-k-keep it real. "

I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see, how could it be that the curtains are closing on me?! I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it. Put it to my brain scream " Die Shady! " and pop it.

The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was suppose to be on crashes, and burns to ashes.

That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringing, there' birds singing, it's spring and, Hailey's outside swingingI walk right up to Kim and kiss her, tell her I miss her, Hailey just smiles and winks at her little sister, almost as if..

" When I'm gone just carry on, don't mourn. Rejoice everytime you hear the sound of my voice, just know that I'm looking down at you smiling,and now that I don't feel a thing, so baby don't feel the pain, just smile back. "

" When I'm gone just carry on, don't mourn. Rejoice everytime you hear the sound of my voice, just know that I'm looking down at you smiling,and now that I don't feel a thing, so baby don't feel the pain, just smile back. "

- When I'm Gone