Was (Elounor Fanfic)

Prologue

WAS- linking verb [see also: is]
        -use to show the relationship of the subject and the predicate
        - use to connect the two parts of the sentence

Grammatically described and explained - the word that has been used in every sentence; we are all building up and using in an everyday conversation  – was...

The word that gives a lump on my throat, that makes a knot in my stomach, and that creates an imaginary hemorrhage on my brain. The single word that keeps on reminding me what has happened and what I used to have.  But I just let it slip away and made it flow swiftly on my hand. It flashes me the days that won’t happen again – how much I wish it would. Yes, things changed – things can be fixed after breaking though – it can be rebuilt and be something new but never in the same old way, like the way how we can picture it. Never be the same. Never. Because we have to accept that it WAS all over. And it’s better to move on to ease the pain than to try to begin again.
Diamond rings can’t replace you. I don’t need the luxury because I know that it can’t buy me a time machine – the only thing that can bring me to you, the only loophole that can make me lie beside you. And you know what’s worse? I know that it would never be real, time machines are made for just the imagination of someone like me with messed up emotions – messed up emotions that I wish I can’t feel anymore yet I can’t just drop it because it is the only thing that hasn’t changed, that reminds me of you and the way I love you.

Pain. The pain that acts like a sign that keeps on scolding me on how much dumb I am for letting you go. It feels like screaming inside, thinking of you – of how we used to be – but at the same time I need to be awaken on the reality of you and me is just the past, the past that would never happen. Not even in my wildest dreams, because it’s just the flashes of nightmares having its way to tell me that it’s a perfect 101% delusion of mine.