drugs [mingyu]

convo 11

may 31, 8:36 pm

antimingyu: how can i save u
antimingyu: if i cant even save myself.
antimingyu: tell me

9:00 pm

antimingyu: i want to know.
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antimingyu: everyday feels like shit
antimingyu: was i the reason why he died
antimingyu: i always had him support me, but i couldnt support him
antimingyu: shit i couldnt even tell that he was depressed
antimingyu: i couldnt even save my older brother
antimingyu: do you know how much the guilt eats me? do you know how much i want to disappear, how much i want to cry. how much i wanted to hug him, and tell him that everything was going to be okay and give him a shoulder to cry on?
antimingyu: how can i save you when i cant even save my older brother?
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antimingyu: STOP READING MY FUCKING MESSAGES AND REPLY BACK TO ME.
antimingyu: im sorry. i forgot, im just a piece left behind to remind you of your dead best friend right? thats all i am to my parents, the child is who alive. the child who they wanted gone instead of their precious first child
kgyu6: Jeon Yoorim.
antimingyu: ahhh so you know its me? was it obvious at first?
kgyu6: come out of your house and give me a fucking hug.
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