thoughtless lies

first day~chp4

~Ambers POV~

i walk up to my alarm blaring. i groan sliding my phone to shut it up.

It seemed like just a second has passed before going off again.And i jump and scream not a load scream but like ...nvm.

"okay okay am getting up asshole" i tell my alarm like it would talk back to me.

its been a week or so  and everything is  unpacked and am enrolled in school today is my first day . 

i take a deep breath and  my  phone dings i got a message 

form:cocky neighbor 'its you first day get up lazy?'

what the hell i look over seeing Justin in his bed shirtless may i add as he laughs.

me and him have been taking a lot its actually kind of nice not going to lie besides all his cockiness its nice to have a friend seeing how i didn't really have any yet.

'i hate mornings' i texted with a annoyed face and got  up tripping as catch my self before falling on the floor. i glance over my shoulder to see him laughing his ass off.

I  send him a 'ya okay fuck you' look before walking to my closet."what should i wear?" its my first day don't want to stick out to much.

After while i decided on some simple light washed jeans and a black v-neck with some black and white mid shoes by adidas. Pretty simple right?

I throw that on my bed and walk to the bathroom turn on the shower and closing the door.taking a quick shower.

With my robe on i walk out of the bathroom and walk to my window Justin putting on his shirt winks at me.'no Justin not today'i grin and close my curtains before getting dress and applying some simple make up. Mascara eye liner and some nude lip stick thats just a simple pink,a shade thats a bit darker then my natural lips.I then grab my phone and bag and jog down stairs saying hi and bye  my mom and brother grabbing a orange before jogging out of the house 

I get to school about 5 minutes before the bell and make my way trying to find my locker.

i get a lot of stares.i look around i definitely fit in  maybe its just am new and everyone notices i guess.

i found my locker and started putting everything but my binder in the looker. i look at my schedule 

My biology history type class first  then science along with writing and my first elective which is student aid for the assistant principal.

Since this school has A and B days i only take 4 class one day and then the rest the next day.I like this better because it allows me to have more than on elective.

As the bell rings i start walk to my first class. not needing help i guess am just good at figuring things out looking  down just to make sure i have  the right room number i bump into someones hard chest.

"what the fuc-"i look up to see his cocky smirk"of course "

"hey babe"he say smoothly 

"am not your babe Justin you should stop calling me that before people start to assume things"i didn't know why he called me babe guess it was just his thing

he laughs" let them assume things,plus i call everyone babe besides my brothers"

"your guys friends?" i ask he nod 'yes' and i roll my eyes"i have to get to class by Justin"i go to start to walk away and he whines"why so soon?"i stop and turn round"its my first day i need to make a good impression before i start getting in trouble"i grin i know he sees me as a goodie goodie ,not the case but I've learn that if you make a good first impression  its easier for you to get away with things.

"okay babe whatever you say" he puts his hands up in a surrender sort of way before turing on his heels and walking away. i roll my eyes and walk into class.

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I think i made a good impression  she was very nice to be she sat me in the back which i thanked lord for i don't like sitting in the front it makes it harder to text the friends i don't have.

anyways its the last period of the day and am chillin in the main office on my Phone . Honestly it dose not   feel like a class its just like a free period and every so often i walk around the school getting students and such thats really it . I count my first  day a success  nothing really bad happened.

the bell rings and i make my way to my locker and grab everything i need as i head out the door i see Justin and the same girl form the beach leaning against a different car.Looked like a white chevy Camaro. I just smiled toward him and continue to walking till i made it home

Holy shit its hot.I pin my hair up and decide to hope in the shower rinsing my body then changing into yoga pants and tank top figuring i would start on my homework which didn't happen due  to me procrastinating on my phone and thinking.

After hours of homework and procrastinating  i look over at my window to see justin pushing that one girl at the beach against the wall seeing more then i wanted to i groan loudly  annoyed  i walk over to my shutting my curtains.

to:cocky neighbor

'can you close your fucking blinds next time' i send and turn off my light going to bed  seeing i have nothing better to do and seeing how i was tried from my first day.

My first day akward i sat alone and quite and  made no friends hopefully just like in the movie some nice people just pick me up and decide to be my friends but who know i guess i will see tomorrow.

3 am

i was bolted awake form a bad dream about my dad.and i started to cry while curled in a ball.

i got out of bed tear still running down my face as i walk down stair and out front.

needing  some fresh air i sat there for a while looking up at the sky.

I jump as i hear some on approaching me i stand up fast looking at justin ,quickly wiping my tear he speaks "sorry i was going to ask to join you" 

"dont sneak up on my at 3 am while am alone you scared me" i voice cracked fuck my life i hated that every time i cried my throat would get dry and crake when i talk.

Justin came closer "whats wron-" i quickly say"nothing bad dream" he didn't need to know i was crying cause i missed my passed father we weren't that close.

"wanna talk about it?" he asked i just shake my head  no " i think am going to go to sleep". he looks at me and starches the back of his neck "um earlier?" i look at him waiting for him to continue "what did you see?"

I take a deep breath "i saw more then i wanted to " i start to walk towards my front door as he  walks with me"like what you saw?" he smirks i scoff "yea totally  i just love seeing my neighbor making out with a girl  against his wall as you undress her .." i breath out "just close your fucking window okay" i look at him sternly. he shrugs as i close my eyes "good night justin" i walk in closing my door and walking upstairs getting in my bed staring at the ceiling before falling asleep thinking about my dad.

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This chp i feel is kind of crappy but i say that about every chapter.

Anyways i haven't  updated in a week cause i was gone and haven't had a chance but  i did write here and there to create this and it is  unedited like all my chapters so far but ya hope you guys like it.