My Beloved

Chapter 5

Oh Sehun POV:

I force mylself in and as I go in his smell becomes more prominent. I search around the room and see him. His short black hair, milky white skin, and extremely girly face. He's working behind the register helping customers. I get in line to get closer to him. As I step closer I feel myself become more drawn to him. I'm soon at the front of the line.

"Hello there. What would you like?" He says. Hmm his voice is quite girly.

"I would like an iced coffee."

"Would you like caramel or whipped cream on it?"

"You chose for me." I smile as I finish what I say. What the hell?! Why did I smile?!

I look up to see him totally unfaced by me and has more of a face of hurt and disgust. Could it be he recognized me? Does he not find me attractive?! Wait this is a guy we're talking about. Why should I care if he's attracted to me or not?!

"Please wait sir. It will be done momentarily."

He leaves and makes the coffee.

He hands it to me not even looking at me and has his full attention on the next male customer. As he sees him his eyes light up.

What the fuck! Why did he give no attention to me! Not even look at me! Am I not good enough?! Who the hell is this next guy that seems to intrigued the little one?! Why do I feel so jealous?!

I quickly leave and go sit down. I find a spot where he is perfectly visible. I see him still talking with that guy. I feel my anger build up. I decide to dismiss it and drink my coffee.

Kim Min-Seo POV:

I've been working with no break for a while and its somewhat late. The need of sleep is getting the best of me. As time passes the line gets shorter and no more customers walk in. Then one does. I look at him and my body soon starts hurting once more.

He is quite handsome. His nice milky skin, jet black hair, and strong features make him very attractive. I see him looking around and find myself starting. I have to get back to work!

He gets in line and I can't help but sneak glances at him. After a while he's right in front of me.

"Hello there. What would you like?" I ask.

"I would like an iced coffee." As soon as he speaks my body starts feeling worse than it has before. I feel like fainting.

"Would you like caramel or whipped cream on it?" I ask trying to dismiss the pain I'm in.

"You chose for me." He smiles. And I feel my face becoming reder and reder. My body still aches.

I quickly make his drink and avoid looking at him and focus on my next customer. My eyes widened and I feel my heart flutter when I see who's next. Jin.

"Hey Min-Seo!"

"Sup Jin. What would you like?"

"Umm...... A caramel frappé."

"Okay just wait a bit."

I quickly make his drink and make sure to add extra caramel since he likes it like that.

"Here you are." I hand it to him and I feel as out hands brush by each other. I blush.

"Thanks. See you in class tomorrow." He waves good bye and smiles. I feel myself melting.

After that the night seems to fly by. Oddly enough the whole night I feel like I'm being stared at but when I look I see no one. How odd.

I check the clock and see it's already 4:00 am and I'm all alone. I look to check but there's still someone here. It's the guy from before. He's just sitting there reading. He looked so emersed in the book. He looked more handsome every time I glanced at him. *yawn* Man I'm tired. I don't think I'll be able to go to class today.

I patiently wait until it turns 5 for the next worker to get here so I can go home and sleep. Time seems to go slowly now since I'm not doing anything. I decide to start cleaning all the tables to pass time. I start from the very corner of the room to try not to get too close to him. I'm finally to where he is and just clean the tables around him.

I then realize my stupidity and softly chuckle to myself.

Wow Min-Seo you really are an idiot. How and why would someone like him, with amazing looks, even remotely like you? He could have any girl. He probably does already. I bet she's pretty and cute and girly. The total opposite of you. You're ugly and look like a guy. He probably even thinks you're a guy. Where in your mind would you think he would be interested in you. Who would ever be interested in you. You're a failure.

After moments of thinking of what's wrong with me I feel hot tears roll down my face.

"Hey Min-Seo! Sorry I'm late. Go get dressed out I'll finish up." The next worker says.

I feel to ashamed to look at him.
"... Okay... I'll get going." I say softly and start walking to the back room to take my uniform off.

I leave the shop and start walking home and I feel like I'm being followed. Suddenly someone taps my shoulder and I trun around. Its him.

"Here I thought you might need this" he says as he hands me a handkerchief.