Finding My Way

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Beeeb beeb beeeb!!!
"Five more minutes i need to sleep". beeb beeb beeb beeb!!!!! "
Okay im up" i mumble under my breath. I get ready for school. I walk down stairs i see my mom and dad. They are drunk as always. "Where you think your going?" My dad saids slurring his words. I take a deep breath cause i was really thinking about saying going to go to school so i can make it some where unlike you. But in stead i say "going to school ."
"Hey dont raise your voice at me you piece of sh**!" He said to me
"I wasn't raise my voice i was just saying im going to school" why do every one have a problem with every thing i do dang!! I scream in my head cause i know if i say it out loud they are going to hurt me like they did before.
My sister comes down the stairs " hey freak i see you are still ugly" she said with a smirking face. I walk out the house trying not to show i was mad. I walked to school by myself in the rain. I make it to school in like 20 mins. As im about to walk in the school i she ashely driving her car.
Yes she has a car they treat her better then me. Even though i got my driving license before her.
As i open my locker i try not to look up at people cause i feel like imma start some thing if i do. Ashely walks by with her group of friends.
She say freak and knock my book out my hands and laugh. From the corner of my eye i see this boy, i think he's the school football star or some thing like that i don't pay much attention.
I see he's the only one not laughing he just stands there next to them.
"Hey! Why aren't u laughing" he starts to laugh. But i can see in his eyes there's some thing there.
Then they just go cold and he calls me a freak like the rest of them. I run off and cry cause i don't want them to see me cry

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