When The One You Love Says Good-bye

Dear Lou,

                        I never thought this day would come. 22 days later and I still can’t wrap my head around the fact that you are gone. Permanently. Since you’ve been gone, I’ve been writing more. More than I usually do. It helps me take care of my mind. Organize my thoughts. Except it destroys my heart. My already destroyed heart is being murdered again and again. But nonetheless, all my writings are for you. I think they always will be as I write about you unconsciously. I’ve saved all my writings in here. Every feeling I have ever felt is locked in this journal. And it’s yours to keep. No one else is meant to read these words, they wouldn’t understand. I know you will never read this, but I like to believe you will one day. Because soul mates never die. Right?

                                                                                                                                                 I love you. I miss you.

                                                                                                                                                                            Harry