Chapter 18 secrets about a eating disorder and the dream plus a kiss or tow

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Ron's p.o.v

We were looking in to each others eyes but then I caught my self looking down at her lips I don't know why I was but I wanted to kiss them so much they look so softed and wait what am i saying ok maby have to a little crush on her but its tiny i dont think its even a crush all i think is that she pretty,lovley sence of humour and i love her laugh plus her smile when she dose i get butterflys in my stomc and she very pretty oh wait didnt i already say that oh well its true.

we were still looking in eachothers eyes still then we herd this crash from the door being smashed open by snape (grate time by the way snape) ella nealrly feel off her chair but i had her hand her hair ternd red like dark red not her normal ginger but i couldnt see her eyes because she was looking down but then we herd

"you both have done alredy?"Snape asked sprised gettng the peaces of paper off our desk

"yes sir"me and ella said at the same time

"very well you to can clean my class room" snape said.

me and ella looked around there were no more Gryffindor stuff anymore but it was still a mess we looked at eachother and sighed

"well you two do that i need to go to the feast i'll we be back to cheek on you leater and i suspect this classroom to be spotless so i can see my face in the floor"

and with that he walked out of the classroom me and ella looked at eachother and bursted laughing and she said

"why would he wanna see his face in the floor? wouldn't it just crack"

"yer i was thinking that too" i said

anyway we should make a start i dont wanna another detention with snape and she got up and went to the frount were snapes desk was and got the cleaning stuff and looked at the bucket and then it was filled with water.okay this girl is bloody brilant if i say so myself.

"come on ronald get up and clean"

alright,alright i am coming dont get your wand in a knot" i said

"wand in a knot what dose that mean?"she asked whilest getting on the floor and scrubbing it with a scrubbing brush soked in soapy water.

"it means well err my dad said that muggles use the term keep your hair on or something like that"

"oh so it means keep carm really" she said

"yer anyway i will clean the tables"

* about an hour later*

"okay i think we are done" i said helping ella up off the floor i didnt realise how light she is until now because when i pulled her up i lifted her a little bit.

"ella why are you so light?"i asked her looking at her waisted its so thin i thought how come i have never noticed before

"well....can i trust you ron?"she asked her hair terning a little bit bronze

"ella your my best friend and am yours of course you can" i said she just nodded and sat down on a chair and sighed

"i have a eating disorder" she said looking down her hair going blue

"ella its ok"i said going up to her and hugging her well it dose make sence i mean all she eats is mostley apples

"No it's not Ron I try to eat but I just feel sick or that am going to be fat again" she said looking down at the floor

"What do you mean again?" i asked she sighed

"in my first care home i had been there since i was born all the girls use to bully me saying how fat i was fat and that i was werid because things happened around me and my hair because it was quit bushy hair and its ginger i use to be called " ella the ginger elphant". And it got so bad that i didn't eat and when i was 8 years old i was walking in to the dine room because rose said i had to eat because i hadn't eaten all week, and when i walk in and the girls was laughing at me bacause i had my ginger bussy hair down and i all a sudden felt weak and like my body had given up with all the bullying and not eating getting laughed at everyday since you were 4 because you made the windows smash when you were mad and all the lights went on and off and then i terd jades hair by the way jades the girl who bulled me the most anyway i tern her hair in to fire and she ran away screaming and went to the sink in the kichan and put the tap on full blast."

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