Some people are afraid of the dark
Some of the light
Some are afraid of the public
Some are afraid of being alone.
I am afraid of monsters. Not the ones under my bed or in my closet, or the ones in horror movies, though.
I am afraid of the monsters in my head.
I am constantly put at war in my head.
Do I look alright? Yes. No.
Why am I so ugly? You aren't. You are.
Everyone hates me. They don't. They do.
I've come to the conclusion that I am not alright, though I say I am when asked.
I never trust anybody.
Ever.
I don't talk to anybody about personal things.
Ever.
I am alone.
Always.
You cannot convince me otherwise. The phrase 'Stay Strong' has already lost meaning.
''I know how you feel'' You don't.
''You're never alone'' I am.
You may have the same feelings, but we are never the same. We never have the same problems. We are different.
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i don't know i'm just lost and decided to write my feelings. not a poem. just a random blurb of shit.
