And this is why I love you

Betrayal

Jake's perspective
I love Jo more than anything in the world including Alison. She always makes me feel loved and like I am wanted. But, I feel like I am betraying Alison. I'm just stuck in the middle as I don't know what to do because either way it would break one of their hearts. So I think it's best how it is. It's basically betrayal but it's all worth it in the end as I get both of them. To be honest, I am one of those guys who have feelings for more than one women. But anyway me and Alsion aren't that solid compared to me and Jo. As you see me and Jo, we have this special connection and I like that. I've never had that sort of connection with anyone else in my life, not even Alison. We have one of those special bonds. I am so glad she came into my life. Everything is great when I am with her. The sex. The conversation. The dinner date. Without Jo life would be shit in all honesty as Alison isn't really that fun. Me and her probably only have sex three times a year at the max; unlike with Jo we have it once or twice a week.  We both enjoy it, I know we do. I always see the excitement on her face so I know she's happy. I hate seeing Jo sad so if she is, I let her have a little suck on my dick (Jo never used the word 'dick' when she writes or talk, she uses penis.) Jo never puts a frown on my face, well when she does that's because she needs to go home or Neil will be looking for her. I tell you what, I cannot wait for tomorrow! Me and Jo are staying overnight in this 5 star hotel in London. It's going to be fab. I'm going to tell Alison that I was going out with the boys for the night and Jo is going to Neil that the book club are going to a book signing. We have tomorrow all planned out. Let's hope nothing gets in our way!