We were friends like brother and sister , protected each other and ready to set up and bang for one another. I just couldn't believe it, we had a bond so close. Then we both went ghost and when you came to my house they day you poured your fucking heart into my lap, you told me all these feelings , all these emotions you kept inside.. had me speechless, I couldn't believe it. You, the thug boy, the player, the ave. boy, had feelings for me? Just another chocolate skin girl...
So I feel in love with who I thought you were, a gentlemen, a real niggah, someone not like all the others, someone who wanted more, someone that understood me, someone different, I couldn't believe it. But they say if something feels too good to be true it probably is, and it was. The niggah I thought you were. It was all apart of the chase, a part of getting what you want. Part of me knew it but I wouldn't believe it, I was living in my own
fairy tail, my own little perfect world. Of course I gave you what I couldn't give to anyone else I put my heart on your table and my body in your hands..
well reality caught up and turned my fairy tail to a real life nightmare.. you didn't want me you just wanted to be able to say you were my first, the first to take something so special I couldn't believe it. you love her you never wanted me, she has your heart and soon she'll have your child and me? I've gotten Fucked over nothing but dull memories of fakeness I still can't believe it .. I got played and I don't know what I did to deserve it.
I just... I couldn't believe it.
