After that I didn't see her until a few years later when I got a call saying that she died from natural causes I guess she never told me she had cancer. I was so mean to a girl who loved me unconditionally. Im just a cowered...nothing is real I don't know what to anymore. I went to the funeral but it makes it to real so I left. I wrote a note when I got home.
"I miss u and I can't sleep. Or right after coffee or right when I can't eat. I miss u in my front seat...still got sad in my sweater from nights we don't remember. Im always tierd but never of you."
I learned from my dad that its good to have feelings. So I went back with tears running down my face I left the note on her and told Christal to leave it on her and I ran out to my car when I realized what she would say she would always tell us how she could do this she would use no help she would be alright. But when it got hard she would lose her focus. And now I know why...
