Freshman and Junior. We were on the same team, we were going to nationals together, I throw up my food it wasn't quite bulimic though and no one know. He was popular on the team I was in the shadows only four girls on the team, we were at the hotel and he came to the door just as we were all about to leave for the pool. "Hi can I talk to ______." he asked stepping into the room, I held back. "I know your secret."
"Which one" I laughed.
"You throw up after every meal." I stood frozen in fear. "you need to stop, Green isn't a good color on you."
"No I don't and what do you care anyway this is literally the first time you have every talked to me."
"but I notice you and I know you notice me too." he came closer.
"You cant tell me what to do. Maybe I was wrong about you."
"I cant stand this, I want to kiss you so bad I want to hold you hand and be able to call you mine but I cant do that if I know that you are hurting yur self for no good reason your beautiful and it kills me to think that you think other wise," and with that he grabbed my face and place a kiss on my lips.
"What did you just do."
"I don't know." and I walked out of the room.
